emothic princess

2009-04-11T22:43:00.001+08:00

HEYYYYYY PPLS !

I ' VE MOVED !

do re-link !
=DD

2009-01-17T17:34:00.002+08:00

heyho .

sryy for not updating for th past few mths .

to those , i apologise .

been really busyy w life even aft o lvl . ND o lvl result .

so nw , do i really hve to update abt myy life ?

yahh .

aft o lvl ppr , i was busyy w myy job . IM SRYY . but i didnt last long w myy job . it ended on 31 dec . gawdd . did i ever tell u i wishh i could stayy longer at watsons paragon ?

duringg myy job duration , i fell in love w this starbucks guyy . but in th endd , i was hurt again . tht stupid guyy ended lovingg myy frenn . stupid . but i wonder whyy he stl stared at me while i was workingg nd knowingg tht i hated him ? weirdd ppl nowadays . hah .

up nxt , jan 2009 is full of lies . especially w him . idk how i could get rid of him without him knowingg i have alr love another guyy . fcuktard . anyone , show me th wayy to escape pls !

anyhow , i hve alr found a new guyy . hahas . gawd , i really love him nd i dowanna lose him like how i used to lose ashari . their life are th same. beingg busted byy their gf aft beingg in love for 1 yr . i dowan th same incident to happen again .

abt myy o lvl results . dont have to ask . i will tell you now . im beingg posted to join the ITE courses . i knw i have really studied veryy hard , but fate wasnt on me this time . i dont mind joingg ITE course i knw even if i were to join poly , i wouldnt make it . im slow rmb ? i would rather be in ITE , wat do ppl sayy ? step by step . slowly nd i will achieve myy goal . no worries , right now , im stl in th okay section . hah .

ytd , went to evg to see rcy fd trg . it was okay actually . onlyy thing tht disappoint me is tht thy stl have yet to finish up th fancy drill format . comp is like 1 mth away . in fact , it 's less than one mth . i want to maintain th title . nd i knw glorios nd saviour cann bringg tht name up . sure thingg , will help out as much as i cann . come on , evgrcy , u cann do it . IM GG TO TH COMP . even if it ' s on valentine 's dayy . =)

ali , i love you . i dowanna lose you . love me like how i love you .

2008-10-15T17:09:00.002+08:00

sorry for not updatingg for like a mth ?

bee muggingg all th time nd had no time to chill . hahas .

jyeahh , sryy again .

i ' ll be on hiatus mood as o levels is startingg TMR ! gawdd !

could feel th stress duringg class just now when teachers toldd us o lvl thiss o lvl tht !

wahh sioww uhh !!

art paper 2 prepwork , sci prac , graduation day this FRIDAYY !!! =DD

ok go .

happy 16th birthday , era !

tmr : o lvl sci prac !

fri : GRADUATION DAYY !! =DD

2008-09-23T16:05:00.002+08:00

prelim ' s over , at least .
yet stll got o level to thinkk abt . gawdd .
prelim result is WORSE ! but i got improve okae !

sryy if i nvr get to update as usual . been busyy with studies .
basically , go sch nd go bck hme . go bck hme then go night studyy .
tk phm tkper . hahas .

glad tht artppr 1 is done ! phew ! next burden : art ppr 2 .
gawd .. art ppr 2 nd o lvl ? GENDENG ! CAMNE NK BLJR !!! argh !!!!

stress stress stress !! pushpa tell myy problems to mr ratish ! dengg uhh !! tp okae uhh . at lst ratishh is sweet to confront me . nw wat ? he tke cncern abt me ? grrr !!

anw ,, ILLYY ADERR ADMIRER LUHH SEYY !! hahas . sry , my bad . heh ! found out ytd frm adeq abt it . hahas . quite shock nd it IS funny okae . adeq adeq .. tk sangke ehk . =P

nd gawd gawd gawd ! I MISS MY BELOVED VICTORIOUS !! seriouslyy . longg time nvr see y ' all uhh .. =( cant wait to BBQ !! nd prom night ? okae , tht ' s wierd .....
okae , everyone , i admit .. i miss abg , adeq nd you !! =D

got to rush . need to meet mohsin . nd rush to night studyy .
cant wait for fridayy . pushpa blanjer SWENSEN !! =DD

a bad situation : i fell for you again nd again . cant frgt abt u ... it aint easyy for me to tell anyone abt it coz i ' ve alr hated u . idk whyy i stl love u . isit wrg for me to love u again ? i dn want to get involve in r ' ship ANYMORE . i ' m sick nd tired of beingg busted . cintaku dipermainkan . idk idk idk . seriouslyy , i hate you for makingg me suffer .

KHAIRUL , STOP BUGGING ME !! STUPID BUGGERR !!

slmt berpuase everyone ! =DD
happy belated birthdayy to shazwan ! sryy tkder present . =D
happy birthdayy rahmahh !!

farewell . =)
<33

2008-09-03T14:08:00.002+08:00

wantingg me to update , illy ? hahas , here goes yaww .
had nth muchh to update coz been busyy with INTENSIVE studyingg (mcm phm ) nd had lotsa intensive remedials duringg this holiday . oh gosh !
had one just now . project teachh . urghh . it was wayy intensive . did 3 compo plans in 2 hrs yaww . nd in the lib ? wow . cold okae , waddya expect ? didn 't go for chem consultation thingyy , lazyy luhh dengg . so earlyy in th morningg sapa mau bgn . at least project teachh was reasonable seyy . 10 okae . hahas .
yea , found out i have at least 33 DAYS TO O LVL !! wth ! *puase puase !
i havent studyy properlyy , have not prepared well . haiz ! okae , i admit , i did hafal those beautiful phrases nd read up compos . like ytd nd th dayy bef ytd i spent myy time reading perumpamaan nd kata bidalan . hahas ? like hellow , i need to studyy wayy alot more harder for hmt coz tht 's th onlyy sub tht cann make me go yippy ! bec .. tu sub can ganti myy engg deng !
nd cann minus two pts ? i thinkk so .

hahas . ok go . i need to studyy yaww . get in touchh frenns . i miss you guys !

ALL TH BESTT FOR THOSE TAKINGG N LVL !!

nd

HAPPY FASTINGG !!

<3

2008-08-09T12:09:00.002+08:00

dang ! im tiredd!

woke up earlyy to receive msg frm as askingg me out watch th fireworks.

**sryy gurl, im watching with my fam!meet ya thr yaww!

ytd's celebration was a bore!

parade; hancur !

concert; mepekk !

seriously,everyone was complaining .

i cannt commentt much bt th parade , coz everyone been asking why red cross is a let downn .

i dn have th ans !

grr !

still cant get th hangg out with my artt yaww .

still struggling with it .

manyy teachers had asked me whyy artt havent finsih , so my ans was simple; miss pushpa wants us to re-do .

deng !

ouhh . i miss NDP 07 ! how i wish time cann go back to year 2007 , coz 2007 brought lotsa great memories when im in rcy ! grrr !

i still remember duringg our dinner breaks we usually have cheers and funn talks !

last dayy usually brought us cryingg . haizz .

I MISS THT !

2008-08-07T21:42:00.002+08:00

**busyy period yaww.

nxt wk eng o lvl oral nd on 25 aug on will be prelim!gawdd!

nxt tues art lesson all th wayy from 0745-1415 hrs!wth..

teachers going to courses,on medical leaves,reservists..wth..im going bonkers alr!STRESS!**

hadd such a tiring dayy todayy.morning assemblyy had some briefing abt tmr's sch NDP.took one period of our art.damn it!havingg two periods all th wayy nd tht's wayy to boriingg..haish!

good news: NO art extra class!, NO project teach!, just PSSP! best best. so jyeah,went home to get myself a nice cold bath,eat nd headed back to school.

shah was havingg a baaaad time just now.haishh..i didnt mean to interfere between their probs but cannot help it uhh.pity her,pityy the other party too.shah cried after dewi left.in front of me nd tht fudin.hahs!we tried our veryy best to cheer her up but due to us havingg PSSP,we cant.sryy shah.

*shah,dn be too depressed.u still have other frenns tht care alot abt u.she needs some time alone yaww.just THINKK POSITIVE!

so aft PSSP,th three musketeers;teena,me,fudin went home.fudin and me sent teena home yaww.*eyy korg nyanyi tknk kalah!aku pon confused nk dgr aner.aiyo..

aft sending teena it's time for fudin to sent me halfway until fushan nd we went seperate wayys.jyeah,fudin nd me are like bro nd sis siia.seriously.he patted my head like patting a cat's head wen he heard me say "i give up on love".like wth.tp funnyy.=)

tmr's th eve of national day.awww..talking abt NDP, I MISS NDP '07!!damn it!!!

owww...i miss th times we cried at the last day!=(

wanna meet all th red cross ndp ppl soon!haizz.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!=))

2008-08-02T14:52:00.002+08:00

been busy this days yaww.
and sick!attended sch nd feeling weak all this while.
last wed didnt sleep coz thurs had to passup prepwrk.haish.
stll till tdy,didnt feel tht good yaww.

ytd went to illy's crib to watch step up 2.
had fun yaww!didnt get to camwhore as we wanted soo much to watch cd.
illy;were you sleeping while watching th cd?hahas!
okae-yy it was quite boring yaww.but as a whole it was ookaee.
yeaps.hahas.nvr get to meetup with tht mohsin coz he wanted to go jamming.so wth.didnt care much as it was quite late alr.
also tk dpt nk settle ngn si amira tu.

eyy,pmpn.satu arii nnt kau kene jgk arhh.nk rampas laki org.pkr best kape.zara tu adeq aku ehk.cermin diri tu cket.kau tu dalarhh gemok,muke pecah.kiwak!*ROFL.

weell,gtg nw.i hve th spirit to studyy nw!=)

in dilemma.which wayy to go?

2008-07-28T21:27:00.002+08:00

so im down with a fever..
haizz.soo sadd yaww.keep on ACHHOOO!!
anw,in sch jz now had nth extra.
so jyeah,went out with dewi to do some art snce art prep is due this thurs.
at ard 3,shah came along to be with dewi yaww.but thy went silent alll th way,nd th one made th most noise is URS TRULY.hahas.of course uhh.i cannot be quiet mah.hehe.
so jyeah,at ard 5 dewi had to go off.so shah nd me sent dewi to th bustop.
after tht,me nd shah have some chat abt stuff.
yah,shah told me abt their probs in r'ship.i listened nd went blurr.
played ard with her rubik cube nd at 6 cau uhh.
sent shah until interchg.
**oii shah!mcm panjat gunung siaa!penat kau tau tk!tp okae uhh.aku tkder keje..so yeah.
hadd to summarise th whole bit coz i hve got to rest soon.=)
otw home just nw i thought i saw is yaww.so wat siaa.tht guy kept looking at me like wat sia.
idc.wth does he want to look at me siaa.fcuk off u son-of-a-bitch!
*stop it sya.enough of guys yg da busted kau.
enough!gd nyte ppl!=))

2008-07-26T17:22:00.005+08:00

kiss kiss.<3

sya nd dewi.100108<3

amira!

sya,teena,wee.

sya,wee,mira!

kiss kiss!

bluek!credits to wan.

wee tk tau malo!

amira nd wee!

sya nd wee!

teena,mira,nd sya

sya nd mira

pouting!

i had fun ytd!=)i love them!im beginning to love back my class!

integrity is a unique claa okeh!we're th lamest class ever!*as labelled by mr rat!

yiwei;why mas selamat is a two-third man?

mr rat;idk.

yiwei;bec he's a WANTED(one-third) man!hahs!

whole class;lame larhh!!

we spent time talking abt lame stuff during CCD period which was supposed to be our racial hrmony lesson!heh.I LOVE ITG!=)

2008-07-26T16:19:00.002+08:00

my batik's done on thurs!=))

tonight gg down to my neighbour's hse to eat.i may be following.but nw,waiting for dayah's father to pick thier kuehs tht they've ordered.heh.

u told me once tht we'll be frenns,but nw u broke our friendship.

idc tht we broke up but i stl mind abt ur words.ur promise tht u said last wk on sat.

u said "i wanted us to be frenns but ur words ytd seems like u really hate me".

nd i replied tht im sry.nd we're frenns.but nw,u broke it.nd im serious fcuking pissed off.

whr's ur promise?wat happen tht u want me to frgt abt u?wtfh were u thinking?

ytd while having some emo time walking dwn th aisle,chatted with aslinda.it was so hurtful to hear tht my own adeq dare to fall in love with other gurl while they're tghtr.like wth were th guys thinking nw?thy leave th gurls tht love them nd decided to find other gurls tht will one day leave them.it so fcuktard.wth..

*as,leave him nd get th other guys tht's been waiting fer u.3 yrs,gurl he's waiting.it hurt okeh if u nvr accpet him.i believe he will seriously be setie one.rather than hafiz.i knw uh hafiz my adeq tp when i hear ur story,it seriously hurt.i feel like killing him siah!nvm im gg to fcuk my adeq okeh!=) meet up soon yaww!=)

*wee,dn mcm2.hehe.do wat's right.i knw u hve feelings for her.so its up to u to make th choice=)

ala..kau ngn aku sua..heh.da 8 bln kn kn kn??hehe!las long okeh!=)syg kau!

2008-07-25T19:10:00.001+08:00

im stl outside with my school uniform.i dn feel like gg home.dn ask whr i am..but all i knw,im somewhr safe nd sound..
dn wry,i'll be fine.just need sometime on my own yaw.=)
*smile=)

just had a wonderful day in school.thx to dewi for acc me to th lib bef she got home.need to release my stress yaww.sry wee i didnt wantu to knw tht i sneaked out aft u sent me under my blok.i dn feel like gg home aft telling u my probs.=)
P.E had captain's ball match with 4 thk.it was fun thou.aiya..just a friendly match snce both classes dn have any tchers with us in th hall.we didnt win thou.th guys were too tall to win.nd i cannot play properly coz he's thr.*sheesh.paiseyy uh itg.
recess went back klass as i had not much appetite to eat.so then amira,me nd wee went back class.changed into sch uniform.camwhore abit2 in class as we were all sooo sooo bored.
i loved mira's bf's tie.st gab's tie.SO CUTE!heh.pict update tmr yaww.=)

sneaked out aft dewi sent me home.went somewhr out idk.walked nd ~~cried~~ abit abit jekk.idk.hahas.mohin asked me to meet him up for awhile snce im alone yaww.so went to meet cookie monster while he wait for his gf.so we chatted abt our daily stuff nd i told him abt tht.yeaps,mohsin was right.stupid.jz stupid yaww.hah!so yea,he opened up ongs for me.nd jyeah,songs tht i've heard nd had it in my phone.haiyo!wat sia.

i gg right nw,coz m heading off to somewhr.update tmr yaww!=)

you're stupid.nvr think bef u react.wth!

2008-07-20T03:24:00.002+08:00

haizz..i cant sleep at this instant.
idk why..maybe too stress.too stress until i hve my period right nw wen im nt supposed to.
haiya..tooo glad tht i hve met up with iskandar's NEW gf ytd wen im otw to north plaza to meet up with dayah.she's..okae..okae arhh..
it's true wat zarra said.she's not pretty.yarr..abit2 got arhh.then badan tk mampat pon..
okae,maybe nie gf aru atau scandal.
but idm.it's like he cann go hell alr..idc alr.all i care nw was myself.yea.
i was like laughing in my heart when i bumped into them at fushan.bec she's ~~pretty~~.
sry if iskandar saw my blog nd reading coz it's a fact.dont u realise tht fcuk?
hahas!watever..

tmr is another stress out day.had to do my prep.left with 12 more days!!nd im not even into development yet.argh!!im soo freak out!joana have yet to give me th designs of my mosque tht my ~~mak pa~~ gave me.OOPS!im not supposed to let out th secret!sry dewi!hahas.
12 more days to pass up prep plus batik.one mth to prelim nd 3 mths to o lvl.haiya..im nt ready for anything yet!haish..*relax sya,everything will be fine yaww..
im scared tht would fail my o lvl.mama adviced me ytd's morng wen i finished crying.she talked abt challenges in o lvl..having relationship..she seems like she knew im having relationship problem.oh my..idk.i feel so urgh!so stress out abt everything.

many told me to rest ytd while im at lib.coz thy knw i didnt have enough sleep this past few days.idk.but i jz cant sleep.i kept on thinking abt stuff tht im not supposed to think of..i cant concentrate studying..cant think properly..gawdd!

i think i need time-out!abt 3 mths?haiz.
anw,dewi.keep strong baby.dn let ur feelings control ur heart.like how i've done yaww.nd th advice u told me on friday night when im down,seriously have to give back to u.
"be strong.nw it's nt th right time for serious relationship.if u really love him,be firm.dn let emotions control u.=)"
i love you!

i cant let u go.it hurts to leave you.

2008-07-20T01:30:00.003+08:00

it's my own song tht i wrote after i cried last morning.

for ashari,dokk.

Di pertemuan pertama

kau lafazkan kata cinta padaku

kau telah berjanji tidak akan melupakanku

kau ingin bersamaku,menyinari hidupku..

kini semuanya telah berakhir

kau putuskan jua hubungan kita

kau telah pergi kepadanya

insan yang pernah melukai hatimu..

mengapa harus kita berjumpa?

dan mengapa kita harus bercinta?

apakah selama ini kau mempergunakanku?

hanya ingin mengubati jiwamu?

kini aku telah berjanji

akan setia menanti

dan memberimu satu lagi peluang

agar kau kembali kepadaku..

hatiku luhur dan hancur

bak kaca yang pecah seribu

airmata jatuh berderaian

tak dapat dihentikan

hanya satu pintaku

ku harap kau berbahagialah dengan si dia

jangan pernah kau sakiti hatinya

seperti yang telah kau lakukan kepadaku.

**bear in mind;i made this on my own with no copying of other songlyrics.

this question left me:will ashari's promise to get back together with me worth waiting?he's my true love.=(

2008-07-19T23:58:00.002+08:00

everything's ended yesterday.
urgh!stupidity aint th thing tht im supposed to say.
im sry but shouldnt have said all those ~~fcuking~~ things to u.i know.i truly am sry.
i didnt mean it tht way though.
why must th person tht i truly love must leave me?
this happens twice in one month nd it's on th same day;FRIDAY.wth..
first it was iskandar;next was ashari?
it wasn meant to be.nd it was on th same situation.
they went back to their beloved ex-gf nd left me in pain nd hurt.
im truly hurt.i gave up love nd decided to be silent all along until u want to get back with me.
ur jacket will always be my support for life.i dont wish to give back ur jacket even though we are on our seperate ways.
i knw,u still love love cause we are only a few days together nd our love was starting to blossom when everything changed after ur ex sent u a text msg.
so she'd won.she's got u back.
th day u went away,i cant sleep.i tried to,but it's useless.woke up,went to my dressing table,took out my penknife nd slit my wrist.slit ur name on my wrist.idc wat's th consequences are,but i knw it wasnt my fault we broke up.it's her fault.
ashari,i hate you!go away from my life.*emo-ing

i realised tht i cant forget you.i cant hate you.
i still love you alot like how i used to love u.
i want u right now in my life.how i wish u'd read this msg so tht u knw im still waiting for you.
i realised how deep my love is towrds u..i've had this feelings before when im with iskandar nd u knw it well.
but now..i guess it's my fault for letting u go at th time when im NOT ready to accept th fact tht...
haizz..
u are th guy tht i've been wanting for so long.u made me know wat really is a true love;having to spent time with u when u are supposed to be in skul.
u escaped from school just to meet me.u skipped skul nd wait for me outside my school for at least 6 hrs just to meet me.
u gave me hope to live ever since i was left in pain by iskandar.
now tht ur ex forced u to be with her..u were left in confusion.same goes for me.
ashari,i love u.im waiting.nd i knw u want me back.but u made th reall wrong move coz u are in confusion.i've vowed to myself tht i will wait for u no matter wat happens to me.even if i die at this instant,im glad..im glad tht God found us a way to be related.i thank Him for letting me find my true love.i thank Him for showing me th path tht leads to u.no matter wat it takes,i have craved ur name in my heart.forever.

went out with hida to library just nw.cant update much abt just nw coz im emo-ing.but still,i love just now!read dayah's blog for more info.=)

2008-07-05T18:28:00.002+08:00

gmbr kenangan on 280608 with this pendeq guy.my abg.

alamak..kn rindu pat dierr..aiyoyo..

so jyeah,ytd had a birthday celebration with illy,shah,as,mal,qas nd her bf.

celebrated dayah nd dewi's birthday.

at fushan garden's hilltop.

it was fun yaww.

with th last min birthday cake,tak menjadi sabo..hahs.

but overall,i just have fun ytd.

jyeah,saw tht bustard with his gurl ytd.or isit frenn?

they dont look like couples yaww.hahas.

he'll surely regret having tht r'ship with her.

jyeah,so happy that there'll be sec 4 nd 4 prom night after our o lvl nd n lvl!cool okeh!

idk if i reall cann go for th chalet thing with my dearest victorious.i wanted to,but im scared i cant go.urgh!i wish now is after o lvl.=)

hakim,stop with wth ur emotional feelings towards me okeh.i dn love you.nd i hve one of my own okae.i dont want to ruin our friendship bcoz of love aiites.im not a good one for you.pls.

2008-07-02T00:37:00.002+08:00

well,time not to get back with tht is.stupid of me to always want him..he's a jerk!

time for me to really move on..he's not for me.he's for tht idiotic bitch.th pompan jalanan yg tk sedar diri.pmpn gatal.laki tu pon SUNDAL.

iskandar never realised how hurt i am wen he told me tht he...haiz..nahh.wont elaborate more..

he wont want to take care of me coz he have a responsibility to take care of his..u knw.children.

he sucks.

i've been fooled around all this while.he wouldnt have understand gurls.hw it feels like wen im being told after our one mth tht he have..i feel so hurt..why must he do this to me?

i cannot get over him.bec he did so many wonderful thing to me.we had lotsa fun hanging out at town.

i feel like..tell all my frenns tht i love them nd hw much thy mean to me.then i would bid farewell nd poof!kebaboom!im dwn at th bottom of th building with blood smeared on th plaiin white floor.my head cracked into two,my body smashed nd i hve a note beside me for is.

written:

"to dearest boy who is th most caring person i've met,

u've showered me with love nd patience.i've never feel this kind of love before.u gave me hope to live nd u gave me hope to study.but nw,it's been crashed down bec of u having an affiar with ur ex.nd it hurts me.ever since u didnt contact me,i feel like i've been cheated.all this while i kept on dreaming of u with another girl..so it came true..bec of u,i've given up my hope to be in love again.why must u do this to me?where are your promises tht u will never hurt me?

kerana kecewa hidupku merana

pabila ku tahu kau suda berpunya

kau membuatku percayakan mu

sehingga aku ditipu

kasihku jujurlah padaku

jikalau kau tak cintakan ku

cukup lah suad kau mempersiakan ku

pergi lah dari hidup ku..oh kasih...

baby,do not regret over what u did to me right now.coz nw all u knw,im nt in this world.i've gone far far away,so that u can live in peace.may u have a blissful relationship ahead nd anjoy ur life with ur baby.u will always be in my heart forever.

crying silently,

nSyafiyah.

071192."

then for all i knw,my frenns will read th letter nd give it to is.they would cry for me.nd then all i knw he will nvr regret tht will happen nd is happily living with his frenns nd new family.

but not to sorry,not to worry.im nvr gonna commit suicie bec of tht jerk.lom taubat nd insaf lg dok!

2008-06-25T22:29:00.000+08:00

end.everything ended.all those fun time i have with him.ended.

we broke up.misunderstanding between us.it hurts me.no more 020508.

i hate him.

muhd iskandar zulkarnain,u suck.da maen timer ckp jek larhh.cibai.beh nk tuduh org sembarangan.sial arhh.we are not for each other nd u knw wat?CERMIN DIRI TU SBELOM BUAL.mepek!step fierce konon.kau step syg aku padahal kau tk syg.pkr aku part time lover peh.aku nk umper,kau uat alasan.aper nih?beh kate aku yg slh.kiwak.anniversarypun tk tau bler.da raper lamer pon tk tau.cibai.mase one mth kau yg beriya-iya msg dulu.sial.

eee..mohsin irritating yaww.NAD!eee...gawsh!

2008-06-18T17:42:00.001+08:00

at last im done with kosa kata.it took me like 2 hrs to do tht.grrr!

thx yaww to my dearest ppl like those victorious who took concern abt me nd is.=)

yaww.im bck with him as usual.due to some misunderstanding,we nvr cntct.huahua.

at least i knw he nvr leave me just like tht.nd he stl love me like he used to.=)

well,nxt wk is th strt of term 3 nd th strt of real struggle.in fact,struggle time have come.have to struggle th time between art o lvl prepwrk which is due nxt wk nd studies nd holiday assignments.so stress up.

yea,i missed my dearest victorious lots,especially those who i long time nvr meet ever since th strting of sch hol.wee!yea,i missed everyone too!

he has started working nd wont be able to make th time to meet up yaww.glad tht he has found a job,but upset tht we wont be able to meet tht often.okae,at least thrice a wk?but heyy,tht's like we're meeting thrice a mth.:( been thinking alot abt him yaw..

i've met a new frenn;aslinda.=) adeq hafiz ny girl.idk hw she looks like but for sure i believe she's such a great mate.she's pretty i think.takkan larhh adeq aku blh trpikat nan dier lak kn.jyea,we shared secrets nd gossip even though nvr get to meet.linda,let's meetup soon yaw!

been vr stress yaw due to th upcoming Os.time ticking too fast!nt been able to catch up with time lately.i need some motivation frm mr rat!he is th best teacher to get inspirations frm.yea..even though,he is "cruel",yet he gives alot of motivations!=)

nxt wk,i hve to finishup my batik.if not,im dead meat.yea,even though it's like 40% out of 100 for Os,still?duhh..my prep's not tht good okae.nxt wk is th deadline for both batik ND th prepwork.syaf,you are dead.how cann i finishup my half-done batik within 5 days?nd how cann i do up my prep within those period whr im struggling with my batik nd sch?urgh.

hafiz,dn think of running away from home,alright?tu bkn ny blh solve urprob,but it'll get any worse.adeq,rmb okeh.anytime,kak sya is here to guide u through ur journey.u are still young nd u hve a bright future.frgt abt wat ur parents did to u.u knw wat?ur parents blame u maybe psl u really did smth wrg?aww..dn be sad.

abg,bler blh umper?lmbt SGT!haih..

guys,anytime,im gonna faint.so tired siah.bleh.bluek.

i wont leave u no matter wat happen.i love u syg.

happy belated birthdays to hijjah(i think) nd shuqing!

2008-06-14T10:15:00.000+08:00

idk who who trust.izat or is?is or izat?
is may be telling th truth,izat may be lying just to ruin our relationship?
or..izat may be telling th truth,is may be lying just to hurt my feelings?im confused..
we are on th verge of breakup.at th edge of a cliff.im gonna kill myself.
izat is nw th one who care abt me.nt bcoz he's falling for me..but out of sympathy,got it?he wanted to help out with our ruined relationship.he told me every sgl thing abt is..haizz.
ytd aft art,followed aishwee to cwp.otw to cwp went to fushan for awhile to check out on is.but he's nt thr.izat called out to me nd wanted to help me look for is.thx yaww!=)
yea, i feel tht im nw more close to izat.more comfy talking to him rather than is.rather than th rest of them.yea,maybe we hve th chemistry to chat.hahas.ytd we text each other like hell..until like 1 plus plus in th mrng.nd he ruined my sleep.wth..
im down th first thing i woke up in th mrng.thx to wee coz th first thing wen i came in to art rm jz nw,she makes me laugh until my stomach hurts.she's really smth.my bus gf..=) continued on doing my batik but th thoughts of is just zapped across my mind.i just cant get him out of my mind ever since ytd.idk why.isit bcoz th love i hve for him is too strong?haiz.i wanted him to be back as per normal like he used to..i wanted th old him..
aft art,izat asked me to come down to fushan.like wth?he wanted to meet me?uh..smth wrg in his head..

anu band.
HELVEN is out!urgh!helven is better than cdk okae.cdk is th worst grp!i love th drummer..he's cute!=)edmnshyta's out too!not fair larhh seyy!hmph.i wont be able to see helven's drummer play anymore.i wont get to see all them perform anymore!i also wont get to see edmunshyta's lead nd base perform.thy are th best.unfair voters!

at least,i cant believe izat talks to me.i just cant.for th first time my bf's frenn care abt me.no!i dont fall for him for God's sake!
izat is juraizat.he's cute yea?hehe.

syg,i need you.but i hate you.

2008-06-06T07:01:00.000+08:00

restless.totally restless.aft a few days of waiting,yet he still ignored my wills.
i wanted to go out nd hve fun like others.
but what's th point of me waiting wen he himself ignored me.
i would nvr want to pick a fight anymore,but u made me.
everyday,i would think do u really love me?but i f u do love me,why must u ignored me nd enjoyed with ur best buddies?
u told me once tht u had big family problems tht is never ending,but nonetheless,u still cann enjoy while i keep on thinking on how to make u not have anymore family problems.
each day i wonder,how much u care for me.each day i too hope ur love will nvr fade.
in th past,u treated me as if im ur best girlfriend,but now..
look..u treated me as if im a doll tht isnt anymore of use.what's th point of u ignoring me?
im useless.im hopeless.
~~khairul~~ had told me before u are not a good one,but i defend u.once and for all he challenge me to have a great relationship.i took his challenge nd thought our relationship might go on well,but..
heyy,i nvr regret having u.nvr once.u showed me true friendship,true love,true everything.thought u were great.but in the end u were nvr.
i dont want it to end here.i want u to tell me everything.
im still waiting for u to text me.or even call me.

abg nd yana maybe u are right.i need to talk to him.i will soon fnd some quality time to talk things over with him.

give me a break.otak da nk pecah.

aint having a boyfriend easy?having to find some time to spend with him,giving all ur best shot to make him happy..blablabla.while he himself aint making his effort to make u happy,making th effort to spend time with u.i dont trust guys anymore.not even 1%.
i would nvr change my mind.never ever.

2008-06-06T02:59:00.000+08:00

i've been attacked by illy nd dayah!tht's why im updating right now.if nt,i will not online nd update.hee.actually,i hve nth to update.no news,no nth.

this wk,no sch.nd isit a hiphip day?no wayy.did nth at hme.i havent even touch on my hmwrks yet.been lazing ard,watching tv all th time nd sleeping.idk why..when i look at my piles of hmwrks,i will feel so ever stress out.maybe due to th upcoming prelims?idk.i wanted to study nd all those stuff but my mind nd soul jz dont want to do it.i feel useless.sick.

jz went to friendster nd hopped into nad's profile.her bf's comment were effing sweet.i feel like crying.real do.i hve nvr feel like this before.but after th incident on mondae,i feel ever soo different.i feel sooo irritated with is okeh.wth.

shutup!

yayii!!amira's bdae is coming soon on th 12.soo what shld i do to her?maybe jz shout "happy birthday,amira!" or get her a lil present?or maybe even sabotaged her during lunch?jyeah,it's during our art remedial season.cant wait!ilh!

saturday's gonna be th last session for nyaa at MFT.two feeling though;sad nd glad.sad bcoz we will not gg to meet those lovely yet funny old folks at MFT.glad bcoz AT LAST!we're done!at lst for nw.this sat gg to be an outing to fushan garden.thr's no more other place tht's near to MFT.so no choice,fushan.did a lil recce last sat with dayah,emii nd ps.am i glad it's near my hse.hahas.cant wait to meet my lil grp of victorious this sat!=)

khairul,i knw wat u wnna sae.but pls.i hated ur sweet wrds.what's with u wanting me?i knw u're jealous when im with is.but pls,u dn hve to bad mouthed him.it's bad okeh.u wanted to ruined my r'ship,right?oh pls.get out.O-U-F!

is,make me believe u nvr wanna use me.

2008-05-12T11:48:00.000+08:00

just finished dusting my blog!
had a wonderful week last week nd last fri on 020508!
briefly tell u wat happened okae.
friday,020508 is th day where both me nd is went out to suntec city to watch iron man..we met at 1245hrs(sapa lmbt sia?) at fushan nd head on to suntec by train.reached thr at 2 pm nd took a 4pm tickets.then i learnt smth new frm him;leave for th day.tk phm?then ask me larhh.hee.then watched finished,walked frm suntec to esplanade to city hall to raffles place nd back home.it was a very fun day u see.but i shant elaborate more!
last week fom tues onwards,both of us kept on gg to ct hall with my school uniform.everyday smpi da jelak.hahas.sempat sia.we nvr rush.hahas.simple.i love last week!i wanna go again!

just nw while my parents were out,i took th chance to meet my baby under my blok for awhile.alamak,this boy..read comic jek.bler org nk alek,dier tk kasi.hahas.cant wait for ltr,will be gg out with mama to bugis to SHOPPE!weehak!

abg:yay!at last da alek!i miss you seyy!sry nari tk dpt umper.adeq wil be gg bugis ltr with my mum.tmr okae.but u hve to keep ur promise abt th smoking thing okae.
baby:i hate you larhh!u punished my baby elmo!btol per kiter ader secret communication.
hmph!i dowan talk to you!btw thx for sending me up to my corridor.tk prnh ader org anta smpi pat situ.mwahss!
spammer:mepek arhh kau!saper sia kau nk step aner ny bsr sia.asl tknk bilang saper kau?psl...tkot klw kau bilang aku mengamok?haha!no no!HAHA!pengecut!yelarhh klw brani nk bilang kau,aku salute siaa ngn KEBERANIAN KAU,BDH!

i will always love u for who u are,not for wat u are.baby,u're th best part of my life!

2008-04-26T13:29:00.000+08:00

so should i update abt tdy or tmr?i think jz both of th days though.

well ytd had eng ppr.it WAS difficult.what do u xpect?

paper one was way too hard for me to jot down what i had in mind.everything went blank when i looked at tht paper.seriously,i just scribbled any forms of writings on th ppr,especially on th compo.i started out with th letter writing nd,god i hve no idea what i hve written on tht ppr.it was full of RUBBISH.i dont know wat had gone trough my mind at tht point of time tht i only left with an hour to do both my compo ND letter writing.it was a baaadd daydream.urgh!left with compo nd i practically lost my mind.i wrote down wat i wanna write without any mind map,though.first para was okay.but in th middle of th story was CRAP!i regretted choodsing qn 2.damn it!

paper two was okay,luckily.th compre was quite easy.say;it's difficult yet easy.th summary fitted th numbers of words.waaaaa..passage b was quite straightforward compared to passage a.

went out with is to three places after i chged into home clothes;bugis library at 4,esplanade at 530 nd marina square at 6.walked ard thr nd u wont believe this!i found a big big elmo which cost $49.90 nd yana UR deedee cost 29.90;th big one.we went bugis library to study,esplanade to relax myself nd marina to go on a shopping spree!!well,went home at 8 nd yea,well fell asleep wen i got home.nk blajar pon tk sempat.ishh!

tdy had hmt ppr nd yea,ppr 1 was okay,at least.but i think i did a wrong essay seriously.urgh!

ppr 2 was okay too.did super fast in th first three parts nd yea,got a bit stuck at th compre nd summary.jz dunnoe hw to really summarize properly.hehe.beside me on th right is khaliq nd haizz.kept on seeing him rushing paper nd string into blank space without writing a sgl thing.mcm tk tau uat gituk.cnfirm tk blajr.haiyo..

alek lepak jap with is smbil tu bljr maths nd he read comic books he borrowed ytd.mcm aper seyy dierr..then at 4 rase perot lapar maut nd ajak him go eat late lunch at kfc.walked frm fushan all th way to cwp.eat some cheese melts nd walk ard cwp at th level 2 thr nd went off.hahas.funny sia we.like wat only.then headed back to fushan nd studied again.waited for his frenns yg noisy banget.beh is nd izat;juraizat tlg ut art cket.cari idea utk mye.izat mepek sia.night life he gave ideas like zouk,M.O.S larhh.wth?discarded he wrote as TOM YAM?leisure:I.R? transparent:google nd MIRROR?izat,wat u thinking sia.hahas.freaky.went home nd get a bath asap.cant wait for tmr!=)

spammer:okae sooo watever..IF u dunnoe abt tht suhaimi,FINE!but really who else is waiting for me.spammer,pls reveal urself.do i really knw u?if aku sial,fine.aku tk kesah kau nk panggil aku sial ke bitch ke babi ke,tetap aku takkan marah.psl aku tau aku tk bersalah dlm hal nie dgn tetbie jek kau tudoh aku yg bukan2.pls larhh..aku da tk tahan ngn org mcm kau.brani tag tp tk brani bilang saper diri dier.mepek ehk mepek.

is:cant wait for tmr!cut hair cut hair!cannot see my old hair anymore!padan muke.stop it ehk!hahas.=)

izat:watever hell were u thinking of when u think of my art stuff sia.mepek sia.sepak karang.padan muke kau!

abg:I MISS YOU!COMEBACK FAST2!

khairul:i cant help it,but im sry syg.pls...

era:cheesecake?

adeq hafiz:adeq whr u go sia?what happen?why emo?cntct me asap okae?talk to me if u got prob.

khairi:i dont want you!bluek!move OFF!

is nd me had no special ties!we are frenns.ppl if u see me with is,we are frenns.he hve no feelings for me,neither do i.he helped me alot in many stuffs nd nw it's my turn to repay his kindness.ever heard of this bef?im usng UR sentence back.so wat if i hve a NEW guy frenn ppl?i dont think anyone would care except if u restricted my limit of frenns.mama had no prob with me befriending him bec he's great ppl.he has a great heart nd he wont do me any harm.he RESPECT me alot.nd he even make me have new frenns.GURLFRENNS.he told me not to worry abt frenns coz nw i jz need to focus on studies.even though he looked like a clown but still,i know he ikhlas kawan ngn aku.salah ke?klw slh,korg ckp arhh.aku blh stop kwn ngn dierr.aku tk kesah.

2008-04-20T10:55:00.000+08:00

this is a MUST to blog!!=)
today is th best day!went on a recce withbh,emii,ps,hidaa to th "treehaus park" behind civic centre there.it was quite awhile since i went there with hidaa.then tdy we had another recce to make sure that place will be okae for our outing with th old folks at MFT.first nd foremost,met hida at WNP at 1245 hrs.i was punctual as usual,only tht hida jz got out of her hse when i hve reached.waited for her like 5 mins and we decided to buy some food to eat on th way thr.got to knw tht we were 20 mins late snce we had to meet th rest at 1300.hahas.
bh,lucky we were not th latest to arrive thr okae!jk jk.
then headed on to th park without ps as she was late.hahs.sry ps.anw,we looked ard th park nd th contigency plan.nd ps came by nd we sat at one place nd discuss abt games.aft tht headed to cwp.bh nd emii wanted to buy eyelinerS.guess wat?thy took like 1 to 2 hrs to just buy eyeliner from four different shop.they went on "recce" first mahh..me nd hida were tired by then..but in john little,hidaa nd me went crazy.we went to every makeup tester tht we find nd put on th makeups.i started tht work.put on lipstick,then hidaa wanted to try on th shiny black eyeshadownd i put on for her.then i went to th compact powder side nd dab some on my face.saw shiny shimmering silver eyeliner nd i dabbed some on my nose.hahs.
aft they bought their choice of eyeliner(one of them were recommended by me),we headed to our venue for eyeliner course;TOILET.took like 1 hr or so to help them with their eyeliner.im th makeup artist for emii nd ps.say thx to me okae..heehee..
hidaa nd me headed on to lib to do our art/dnt nd they tagged along for awhile.omg!th lib was damn packed!from th first storey all th way to th fourth floor,were jammed packed with ppl studying.lucky we found a place at th third storey.we sat thr for awhile.bh,emii nd ps went off aft 5 mins.left hidaa nd me.took out our respective stuff but we cannot do!we need table to do!decided to went out of lib nd headed to a void deck near civic.blok whr thr's memories of me nd my bro.=) still i cannot concentrate bec i kept on remembering abt my abg at taiwan.ishh.is msg me nd told me to lpk with him at ct hall but i rejected.lazy larhh seyy!
abg,i missed you!
so then at around 6, we went off to north plaza;walking.while walking,we went crazy bec of hida trying to chg her steps nd followed my steps.then i remembered abt footdrill changging steps when we are wrong.we laughed like mad when we were walking along th aisle near rss nd qps.it was funny though if u were with us.hahas!walking along th aisle of qps reminds me of my memories in th sch.took pict of th sch nd walked off to WNP.went to shop bought some stuff nd rest at a place at WNP.talked abt memories when we were in primary school.it was fun okae.
close at 7,we went home seperate ways.i went through the fushan as usual.at fushan thsi cute skater i saw bumped into me again.nd his skateboard nearly hit me!i was like omg!saw juraizat aka izat at th sitting area.alone.i knew he must be waiting for is nd frenns.so then at blok 827,suddenly bumped into is!i was like omg,he was smiling away from far.he was with his two other frenns.i thought he was still at ct hall.didnt think much though.talked awhile nd headed off home.

zaim:sry tk eply to ur msg!tk dpt eply arhh.will eply sooner or later!
bh,emii:knw hw to wear eyeliner already?thx to th makeup instructors!=)
ps:want wear eyeliner?hahas.
hidaa:next yr jgn luper ajar bdk sec 2 yg nk msk nfdc kiter ny steps tau!hahas!had fun with u!
illy:TOO BADD u missed th fun parts!tu larhh tk ikot kn td..
specially to my abg tersyg:if u are reading this,i jz wanna say this:I MISS YOU!come back,do text okae.hope u come back safely nd come back aft my MYE!adeq da tk kesah klw abg nk cubit pipi adeq lg!i specially want ur hug!abg my frenn bully me;he cubit my pipi like hw u cubit my pipi.sakit seyy...then then he also say i ****** nd gemok.sakit hati seyy..complain complain!i got alot nd alot to tell u.frm a-z.u need to knw.heehee..ckp nk online tp tk online pon..
iskandar:amacam pat ct hall?gerek?hahas.sry tk lpk ngn korg td.da kelam kabut nk alek sbb da lapar.mondae okae.but u hve to help me with my art again!td hw come ur hair turun siaa?btw,dn expect my msg th nxt time on mondae morning,my p8 da nazak da..cya wen i cya!
khairul:expect wat u shld be expecting.im sry.

pictures will be uploaded later!

not fated to be with you.BOO!

2008-04-19T22:00:00.000+08:00

memories of qps....^^

syafii nd hidaa.<3

makeup artist,emii nd bh.=)

the makeup testers!XD

trying on makeups.bh seyy..

makeup artist wearing for emii.=)

ps nd sya.

sya nd emii.

th pretty nd th cute.hahas.XD

here are some picts we took jz nw..we are ONE!

XOXO.
capiee.

2008-04-19T12:45:00.000+08:00

hell yea,my cheesecake sale were hell loads great!mama did a great job in th baking!=)
actually i had wanted to bake the cheesecake,but when i got home yesterday,mama had finished baking and was beginning to pack th cake.also,she made brownies for cikgu iswani.i was like MAMA!WHY BAKE SO EARLY?!hahas.i felt like crying maann..
brought it to school and many wanted to buy.3 bucks per packet.laris oii!breakdance in class and i hurt my spinal.owww..i went on groaning to my classmates like bdk kene rasok..heehee..
alert!guys,if u want to order cakes might as well order from me..here is th cost:
cheesecake-$3
choc brownies-$4-5
muffins-$1.50 per cup
....many more...
business laku!!gonna bring lots of cheesecake on monday for frenns!those who want some,get urself going nd order from me!=)

cant wait to buy guitar at woodlands centre!i wanna play guitar!i've learnt alot of chords!im starting to learn lagu cintaku dipermainkan nd luahan hati.best best!i just cant believe im a fast learner.of course.i've been wanting to learn guitar since last year nd hve ask someone to teach me,but in th end he nvr teach.busy katekn..mepek.i've asked zul to teach but..he cannot teach bec he dunnoe hw to teach.in th end,ask yana nd mira to teach.great!=)

cant wait for tmr yaww!gg on recce with dearest victorious ppl to th park near civic cntre.nt SHOPPING,my dears but survey.i've long nvr go shopping with them.omg!

SPAMMER:i cann guess u jz trying hard to prove to me tht im th one tht is at fault fer letting suhaimi to wait tht long fer me.life have to move on,my dear.i just hate th way u are telling me tht he is waiting for me tht long.my dear,ur way of saying shows me tht u wants me to fall in love again.i wont ever fall for any guys trap.nd hurt once is enough for me.im sry syg,but u hve to accept,im not for him.seriously.i hve nvr come to mind to ask him find another girl.i've nvr force him to love me tht much.but he's stubborn.his hrt wants me,but im nt meant for him.im meant for no one.look,i've lost frenns.nd i think he shld forget me.dearest spammer,watever decision he make,either to let me get out of his mind OR to stick his love towards me,i'll still respect.BUT remember i NVR force him to love me.i've decided to not fall in love again.make frenns with any guys,i dont mind.but watever shit if they want me,i'll totally reject.good example,si iskandar tu..he wants me,but i seriously reject him nd asked him to just be frens.spammer syg,be frank with me who u are.i've giveup my life.i've giveup on relationship!
belo:good luck fer yer MYE FNN prac!nd dn ferget to study hard!anytime i'll be free to tutor you okeh dude?
iskandar zulkarnain:u will have to buy me choc again UNLESS u bring my art on mondae,yea?DEAL!*hopeuforgettobring!*
iskandar gemok:pmpn tu kate try harder!kesian..nak konsert lg?sedap kan aku nyanyi?hehe.. amacam?joget melatah best?hahas.
dayah:cant wait for tmr!=) our vid will be posted ltr!=)
era,teena,nad,far:cheesecake on mondae!=) fahmi,aku rindu kau seyy! victorious,ILOVEYOU! adeqku amira:tc yaww..ILOVEYOU!
khairi:tk dpt arhh kau nk ngn aku.blh mampos kau ngn std nie sumer.bluek!

trying hard to forget you,but in the end it just hurt!

2008-04-12T12:36:00.000+08:00

i miss my victorious lots!=)

they CHEERED me up when IM DOWN.they are th ones tht brings me LIFE ever since i've been betrayed.i jz LOVE THEM TO PIECES.

i found IS.is is th one tht brings me life.he is th one tht showed me care nd concern besides my D.L.I.SH.

050408 is a memorable day outing with is nd wan.ytd is another day of laughter with them too.;)nd nd 100408 is th funny nd crzy day i had with dewi during art!i want th times back pls!it's much more fun than times i had with them who didnt inform me of any outings.im not into any revenged but it's a fact though.wawawewa.

hakim,aku rindu kau!

taslim,u missed th fun ytd!

is,nk choc lg!ngat tau 5-0.i won!

VICTORIOUS**,sry i didnt go tdy!my mama didnt allow me to go nd nd th sprain on my ankle tht i had at MFT got worse!

yana,yok main guitar!CINTAKU DIPEEEERRRMAAAIIINKAAAANNN,ISABELLLAAA ADALAHH....

2008-03-22T12:15:00.000+08:00

omg i totally miss ndp 07.
th times we cry, th times we spend together, th times whr we laugh together..omg..
tdy is th NDP selection at EVERGREEN SEC.wth?last yr was at bendemeer sec.nvm
i wish i could join again but DUH.i cannot.im a sec 4 alr;sec 4s NOT allowed to join again because we are taking our o nd n lvl tis yr.like wth?
i missed marching out on th platform,holding th umbrella nd standing at th platform.th feeling of hearing like 21 bombs during th inspection?urgh!
somemore more saddening is tht SYF opening ceremony!we didnt get to go!wtf?i want tht!ms loke,PLS!sec 4s last time cann?sec 3s cann let them go th national camp nd th NDP nd rcyc nd many more.pls larhh seyy.haizz.

I WANT SYF;PLS.last,i promise.
okeh i gotta continue with my art.DUHH.tired.

2008-03-13T21:10:00.000+08:00

sorry tht i have not been updating.lately,i've been busy and most of the time i'm plain lazy.well,

a few days back i had a camp.mainly,it's RCY camp.DUHH...wat else.it was fun and though sec 4s had nothing to do,still im tired..waaaayyy too tired to online nd post.seems like u cann read for any of the blogs from any of the sec3s or sec 4s cadets.im wayyy to lazy to tell ya.easy say;yati make th whole of victorious laughing till our stomaches ached.nahh,shuldnt elaborate.yati will be plain embarrassed.heee..left for th victorios ppl to knw, especially those who attended th leadership camp at night during the glorious having their AOP at ard 2230 hrs.haha.

after th camp were remedials nd stuff.had been spending my time going to nd from school for remedials and back at home finishing my homeworks.well, i just found out tht i was supposed to take back my art prepwork from pushpa.nd this annoucement was supposed to be out to my ears on either tuesday or wednesday.unfortunatly,th ppl wh shld be telling me this did nt even APPROACH me.to get over with,i shall tell pushpa about it when th time comes which is on mondae.GOOD LUCK THESE PPL.nw tht i cannot do my art,i shall be remain at observtional drawing untill 28 JUNE.THNKS TO THIS PPL.

so irritaing..

this saturday will be rcy arts festivals at assumption eng sch.i took part in it.nd it is a group singing.well,wish me luck aiites.thnks to victorious for th supports nd encouragement.may we bring a piece of GOOD news to u FIRST.=)

first thing when school re-open,will have honours' day rehearsal.haiz.how i wish i cann become th x.we were suppose to be but xxx took it.my long time dream.everyone says we cann do it,but we were all disappointed when we got to know xxx got tht.but good luh..dont have to spend so much time xx..=) glorious nd victorious jia yous for th trainings!do a good job okae!

2008-02-18T08:15:00.000+08:00

ahhh!!MOSQEETO ATTACK!!!HEEEEELLLLPPPPPP!!!

weeheehee!saturday was funfunfun!yeah, red cross footdrill competiton that was held at bendemeer sec.it was a whooole day comp where we had two rounds;prelim round nd th final round.let me just recap what happen.=)

EVGRCY had to report to school at 0630 whereby supporters(inc me) had to help out with the fd comp squadmates with their uniform.i came with panda eyes;i didnt had enough sleep the night before because i just couldnt sleep(: i wasnt on the phone.urgh!damn it.then went into rc room to check for the fdc comp squad uniforms whether everything have been ironed.unfortunately,ALL WERE CRUMPLED!because of the uniform rack that was small and everthing was stacked up as a pile.the sec 4s panicked and we had to rush our ironing within 15 mins to iron 21 uniforms.lucky, we managed to do that.boots were really2 shiny due to the last trainings where the squad ppl polished their boot super shiny.weehakk!okae,so uniform inspection done in school and off to bendemeer!!!.....

in the bus, th squad ppl were not allowed to sit down cause we scared crumple.heehee.so they stand while having their breakfast and we reached the venue!registered and th participant went to the respective venue while supporters head off to the parade square.evg supporters esp the sec 4s studied there.aiya easy say;common test nxt mondae oii!clement tay teached me maths;probabilty.awww..i still dont get it.then the parade start.all the partcipated schools' open array drills [fancy drills] were nice.evgrcy was the best okae!after whole thing of prelim round was announcing of result.syaf ma'am sempat bljr bimbo cheer.hahas.wanna know th result?im glad to tell u:) i cann only rmb north district(my area larhh deyy)

NORTH DISTRICT:

2nd runner-up: northbrooks sec!congrats!

1st unner up is......

ANG MO KIO SEC!BEST2!cpf not in!!!=)

and th champion is....

EVERGREEN SEC!!!!!!!WOOOHHOOOO!!!

5 years in a row u know!!5 YEARS!!CHAMPIONSHIP SUSTAINED!!!

then it was final round..evg did not have the mood to do cause before that amir complained of headache so..yeah.u see he was the main person in the squad, he lead, he everything.omg cant imagine if he's not there.then alas, he cann join back the squad.it was like WOW!GOOD.we feel great siaa.=) but still i saw the squad have no mood to do.

final round result evg still top 8 cannot get to be top 3.congrats to JURONG SEC for the national champion yaww!!yeaps, back to school everyone get changed and we headed to cwp for celebration.weeheehee.back home at 8.hope we cann maintain the title CHAMPIONS.now victorious pass the job to glorious to get the next batch to maintain th title.ALL THE BEST!

2008-02-10T17:41:00.000+08:00

haah..it's been awhile since i last updated.yar..because i've been practically busy with assignments and stuff.it's been a loooong holiday since wednesday up till now.hell yea,i've not done many school stuff still.always my reasion would be-no mood.especially my art which i have to finish up my observational drawing.urgh!the result:i have the whole of the afternoon to finish up AND i need to finishm up my holiday assignments as well.and my hands swelled alot.serve me right.haahs.

well now i havent still got yhe mood to do my art but i was forced to do it.damn it larhh okae.im sick the whole of CNY holidays.in fact, since last sat i've got fever tak baek2 lagi.it's tiring okae..cannot do my work properly, but who cares.let's just say ppl dont have to care about my well-being cause i myself dont even care about my ownself.wat a joke sia.

well, yesterday went to library ALONE.i repeat ALONE.not in a lifetime i went to the library alone but just a record!yesterday went alone.i admit it was boring to go out alone but because my sis went to do a project with her friends at amk lib, i had to go alone.takkan nak ikot kan.paiseyy jer.who cares anw?so then yesterday i had difficulty breathing again when i got home.dont ask me.i dunnoe why.practically because i walked to and from lib??supposedly,my PARENTS had planned to go to the sembawang beach to let me relieve stress.but then they cancelled the plan because my father went home late.urgh.let's zip my mouth abt today and tomorrow cause IT WAS EVER SO SO BORING.

well well..tomorrow will be rcy promotion parade.GOSH!i wonder what ranks will the whole of dearest victorious will get.especially me!it will start at 1645 sharp.actually, im pretty scared about it, too.not because of ranks but...because the script sharizan ma'am gg to use is purely written by ME!u see..if there's anything wrong that she will say during the pp, it's gonna be my fault.figure out why?yes!because i wrote it!im gonna be dead...well there's one thing u guys cann do especially those involve in my pp tomorrow..PRAY FOR ME!

well, i think it is time for me to go!i still have tons of work to do!and mama's have been calling me to eat medicine.time for me to run off from that stuff!RUUUUUUUNNN!

attention all evgrcy:do remember tomorrow's PP procedure!and pls be at th carporch at 1645 sharp!weeehakk!!

2008-01-27T16:31:00.000+08:00

gosh!i had difficulty breathing rght now.idk why but out of sudden.haiz.am i sick or am i sick?

ytd, i had a rotary flag day for the whole of sec 4.urgh!for idk how many times alr.it was damn boring especially where me,illy and dewi went to northpoint and not many pl donated to US.at first me and dewi were thinking of going to AMK hub or AMK lib to attack but then many groups are going there.so then we decided to go to northpoint.

we filled our stomachs first at MAC.we took like 1 hr?to jz eat.it was funny there especially where a box of prosperity burger which was used as decoration on the wall dropped in front of ILLY.then we were like laughing until our stomach hurts.dewi said that that is illy's rezeki for tht day.i know it's lame for now arhh.but if u were in the scene u will be laughing as well.hahs.

after full,we went walking all the way to POSB while collecting money like none of our business.all of our legs were aching due to PE nd stuff the day before.ouch!all the way,was boring where we couldnt get to fill our tin cans to about half coz it was damn fcuking few ppl there.we took 965 back to cwp nd bought bubble tea.got back to school to return the tin cans and drop by to redcross room nd some victorious ppl offered to go buy lunch.we took bus there and again went to MAC at cwp.over there we saw pushpa eating.alot of ppl there so we decided to head to the mac at civic.it was damn tiring where u had to wait for ppl to finished eating and get our seats.urgh!we spent like 2 hrs chit chatting and eating.it was quite fun but boring luhh.all of us esp those went to fdc trg.pity them larhh.then went home.everyone headed to their destination except me.i've nowhere to go.

by then im lonely.i.ve no one to acc me have fun.i wanted to call everyone to ask them out but i feel like im such a despo.so then i went to cwp toilet.alone.tying up my hair nd stuff.all those in the toilets were with frenns except me.it jz hurt.

till now,im looking for frenns to jz let out everything nd thy letting out their feelings.seems like everyone busy with their stuff when im already quite free.does anyone wants to acc me go out anytime of the day?help me syg.pls.

2008-01-13T10:30:00.000+08:00

victoriousLOVVESS.
shienN had choosen me to do this thing.and i have to do this thing..ohmy..

my ten wierd habits;little know facts;things:
- i emo at all times.
- i keep on talking even though i've been warned to SHUTUP.
- i do things that ppl dont do.
- i love stuff that ppl hate.
- im crazy wen im stress (right dewi?)
- i still smile and laugh even though i've got problems.
- i hated showing off and telling others abt my feelings or stuffs.
- i do stuffs even though im tired.
- i cannot keep myself off being blur.
- i entertain crazy people.

soo...now it's ur turn to enjoy doing this stuff.only 6 ppl will be selected to do this thing.
note**:this ppl are randomly selected.those names not in pls do not be sad.there's next time.

1.dayah
2.bee hwa
3.jaz
4.yati
5.dayat
6.ahmeera

sry but i've no mood to post anything except this thing.im glad i still have mama to support whatever decision i mke.lastly,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO 15th LEE BOON PING AND 16th KWEH JIA RONG ON 11 JAN 2008!!ur wishes will come true.
jia yous to glorious for ur footdrill comp!!u are left with a few more trgs and then on 16 feb u will show *** who glorious are!!thumbs up fer ur improvements.hope u guys will improve more in ur fancy drills.u have my support!

2007-12-23T15:36:00.000+08:00

i love this pic maann!!it was a victorious outing whereby the victorious went to PS and orchard;taka.we went out on the 18 dec together to see the lightings at orchard.let me update to u guys my 3 day outing with my family and friends.

on the 16 dec my family and i went to watch 'alvin and the chipmunks'.it was damn funny siaa..i love the movie.it was about 3 chipmunks who loves singing.starting of the movie already i laughed like hell and my tears fell because the chipmunks sang the song 'bad day'.it was cute okae.the whole movie i was really laughing for no reason.i love alvin,theodore and simon but i love THEODORE the most!!he's the cutest okae.those who havent watch,DO WATCH!i can guarantee u that u'll love the movie.after movie,went to have lunch at normal place;teh tarik house.and went shopping at sheng siong.then went to causeway to buy oreo mcflurry.damn i missed eating ice cream siaa..

on 18 dec,yea..went out with victorious.fun siaa..we first shopped at PS where there's this shop that have the greatest discount;t-shirts.only emily and illy bought the shirts.we all decided that emily was the worse chooser.hahas.no offence.she chose her shirt until about 30 mins.me and bee hwa chose the nicest shirt but still she cannot decide.hah.then went on to shop to other place where illy always craved for shoes,shu qing:earrings,bee hwa and shieh tein:sunglasses me: accessories.we shopped there and then decided to go to orchard.we like dead ppl cannot walkon to taka.we find food court but all like..then at last we went to macdonalds and eat.dont want kfc;da jelak arhh.after eating got the energy to continue walking and we took candid pichas everywhere.then at 7 saw the lightings and got home.this is only summary but really very fun.

then ytd,me and mama went to ps and wisma atria.walked around and around until then we went around the orchard plaza to find just one compact powder.but then wrong place so go to wisma atria to buy the compact powder.the places were packed and everywhere i go i'd bumped into many ppl.haiyo..then at 1930 we went home.

all this are just summaries of what i did..and todae did nth but only blogging.i just cant wait on 25 dec for another victorious outing to sentosa!!victorious do go!!it will be damn fun!!=)

2007-12-16T13:16:00.000+08:00

OBS:to serve,to strive and not to yield.
it was fun and i did enjoy the bit pieces of the activities.it was a 5 day 4 nights adventure for sec 3s leaders.the start of the adventure was on 10 december and 14 december marked the end of the adventure.the OBS was held at pulau ubin.let me just briefly type out what we did during the OBS course.
10 dec:
reported at punggol jetty at 0830hrs as a whole school.saw a group of guys from idk-where.took the first ferry with the group of guys.said goodbye to mr taufik who sent us there.damn,in the ferry about half of the passengers got seasick and most of them was from our school.i had abit of seasick when we almost reach pulau ubin.
so then reached pulau ubin and we alighted the ferry and there we reached OBS!the whole bunch of us walked all the way to the multi-puporse hall with all our bags,chatting noisily and laughing loudly.waited for the rest of the people who have yet to come to the place.then me and dewi got ourselves high and we were like laughing at each other.after everyone reached we were allocated to our groups.sadly,me and dewi were not in the same group.i was in livingstone while dewi was in marco polo.it was sad larhh that i dont have any close friends in my group.my group member consists of:me,ratnah,iryana,fadzilah,suphian,mei ying,shazwan sapuwan,malek, benjamin,izwan,li min,christianna,eisi,su yi,keith and hong hui.anyway,we were introduced to our group instructors.livingstone's group instructor:abidin. so then we had so-called ice breakers before we proceed on with our individual activity.we were each given a task like each day ic,store ic,campsite ic and a few more.ratnah and i got to be as the day 3 ic.damn it maann..
after that we had our first activity:confidence jump whereby each of us will have to jump with our back facing a canvas sheet that was hold by the rest of our gruop members.since i was a second-timer,i just jumped without any hesitation.it was much more fun this time round.everyone was heavy,like duhh..after that we head on to rock climbing but unfortunately,it rained cats and dogs.we had to wait until the rain stopped pouring.it was damn loonng..waited under th jetty-waiting area for like 2 hours?then the rain drizzled.livingstone had to walked all the way to mph to do the indoor rock climbing.no abseiling..urgh!i wanted abseiling!so then had to belay the climbers....and so forth..after rock climbing was dinner.guess what.dinner was our own cooking.but even if our own cooking,it was deeelicious.we had rice with curry chicken.of course the curry chicken was in the canned food.nd it was deeeeliiicious.yumyum..after dinner was our own free time.but the free time wasnt the one u expected it to be.we had to pack our things for the next day's hiking.after packing we had to go to sleep in the mph.haizz..

11 dec:
woke up at 0530hrs and go have a shower and packed abit of canned food into our hiking bag.maann..the hiking bag was damn heavy.it weighed 15 kg in total.cant it be any heavier??then at 0700hrs we had our so-called PT before we headed off to camp 1 which is located 800m away frm camp 2.we were only allowed to walk into the forest to go to the campsite.daaamnn..camp 1 was MORE neater than camp 2.everything was nice.and well-prepared.the food there was fabulous but it was wasteful that we brought our campfood and never use it.urgh..pffft.so th second dae we had challenge rope course.climbed th inverse tower,belayed...this is din's instruction:if u climb to the top,u will get the rubber bracelet.so i climbed all the way to top and got myself a bracelet.in fact,everyone got the bracelet.woohhoo!!
finished with that we had kayaking.aiya..only practising..put on our life vest and practise kayaking.had to pretend that we capsized..whatever...then it's time for us to have our shower and dinner.then pitched our tents in the forest with marco polo:) and go back to camp 2 to proceed on to next activity which is free time until 2200hrs and supper time.after supper was sleeping time.we got back into the forest with our sleepy faces and we heard one news from cheng ho's group.one of their tents got snake crawling..eeewww..so then called the instructors out but they took sooo long to just come and have a look..haiyo..so after shoo-ing the snake,we got back into our tent and sleep..peaceful night..

12 dec:
got up late at 0600hrs and unpitched our tents to get ready to hike to our next destination: jelutong campsite.it was actually quite far and my group made it to the destination at 1630hrs.hiking was the best when we got to hike all the way up to a cliff.up the cliff was damn fun!!and and and funny!see..gg up the cliff and u shout out anything it will echo back.this crazy bunch of musketeers:izwan and the gang. omg..they shouted many funny things and me and the girls were like laughing like hell up there.we took group photo and ratnah,yan and iryana took photo saying that NCC got there too..omg..pls dn act larhh..haizz..then before we go down,izwan sempat pekik "berok.." echo back as berok.. than he shouted "kau.." and echo-ed back as kau..stupid but funny..it's like th echo calling him a monkey.then he said kurang ajar.izwan giler..
then we got down the cliff and continued back our journey all the way until jelutong campsite..the campsite actually was not a campsite but just a piece of land where we can pitch our tents and cook our food..the toilets was not near.it was far okae..and the toilets were dirty and smelly.no choice we cannot bath.and yah..we are smelly so we powdered bath in our tents and had our dinner.dinner that day was maggi and the rest of the food we brought.after eating,marco polo and livingstone gather to share our experience hiking.funny larhh seyy..and we also were brief about the next day activity:kayaking.we had to kayak all the way back to our first campsite we registerd which is camp 2.it was far okae..

13 dec:
need to wake up at 5 to at least unpitch our tents and get our things on the boat before we go kayaking.kayaking was easy by LOOKING only..if u were in my place,u will be suffering especially if ur partner was a girl.i sprained my wrist in the middle of kayaking,so had to swab places with malek and izwan.my new partner:malek got frustrated with me cause i never kayak.how cann i kayak with my sprained wrist..??it was pain okae..i really cannot take it and i cried silently..many ppl said my face was PALE nad i NEED a REST..but i just cant.i need to pedal all the way up to camp 2 to have a long rest.after kayaking,we had our free time until tmr.yea..from 1400hrs all the until th next day.fun right..but we had to clean the kayaks,take our bags,put inside store room,pitch our tents and cook our dinner..while pitching our tents,either shazwan or malek go and rolled one of the big stones and hit ratnah ankle.oouucchh..then the guys think it was okay but in the end she scratched her ankle..the musketeers were funny okae..luckily im nearby..since izwan was the medic ic,he wanted to heal the scratch.he took out counterpain and asked me from far if he can apply that on the cut.counterpain is DEEP HEAT okae..he then showed plaster and i laughed.hahas.then i ran all the way to ratnah and treated the wound..medic tk gune betol..very funny siaa.after pitching tent,we ook our long,cold bath which we havent take for 2 days.eewww..fadzilah yakked and yakked all the from the store room all the way into the toilet and while i was having my shower,she still yakked and yakked until iryana,ratnah,me and her fininshed bathing.omg..tk penat ke..ahakz.then after bathing,we put our stuff in the store room and prepare our things to cook.while they prepare,i changed ratnah's wound dressing.fun siaa..then the food that day was damn nice.we had bread with our own creation of food:chacken mushroom soup.that food finish first.we cooked our food near the jetty where we were facing the sea..syiok siaa..while eating,we cann wtached the sea..and some more at night,in the dark..so us four malay girls sat on the stone and talked non-stop from one topic to another while drinking milo+ovaltine=mivaltine.we also continued talking on the to toilet;non-stop.we even gossipped about our schoolmate;xxxxx.and then we had our sleep and decided to wake up at 0430hrs the next day..

14 dec:
0430hrs was not 0430hrs.we overslept and wokeup at 0630hrs.2 hrs late..da sedap tdo tu psl..hahas.morning wakeup,prepare things and proceed to jetty-waiting area and put our bags there.we then proceed to the jetty to do our last activity;reflection and certificate-giving.then done already is shopping time!i bought an OBS shirt and a keychain.in total i paid:21 bucks.then we had last debrief and got back to school..saw the rcy training and decided to join the training..i love victorious mann..once we got off the bus,dayah and illy hugged me..go to parade square,bi zhew hugged me,suriati hugged me and the rest all say missed us..wahh..i missed you guys too!!
got home from training and OBS,have a bath and ppl all called me!!
=)
OBS was fun after all..up till now my wrist still hurt and waiting to be healed.i also sprained my ankle.damn it mann..

2007-12-02T09:31:00.000+08:00

i was being stuck in th world of boredom once again.B-O-R-E-D-O-M.what th hell..woke up right at 0730hrs just to ensure that i wont be late for my red cross meeting.but i ended up sleeping again for 1/2 hr.so sleepy larhh okae, but i still woke up at 0800hrs.not late okae.i got 30 mins to get myself ready before i dash off to school.
same thing i was almost late.hahas.i was supposed to be in rcy room by 0900hrs, but i reached th canteen at 0857hrs.saw th rest in the canteen don't know why.so then approached them and ask why not in the rc room and their reason "no keys" again..?oh damn it.then we had to hold the meeting in the canteen.urgh.no choice lor.meeting for like 1 hr and then illy,dayah, yana,kim and me went to cwp to have our lunch at banquet.the ones eating were me,illy and kim.the other two were on diet.hahas.no larhh,actually they had not enough money to buy food. ouh,kesian.kim was ever-so disgusting.she ate her chicken rice with a dark sauce.that was okae.but the later part,she pour spoonful of dark sauce on her chicken rice and played with the rice.illy and me felt ever-so disgusted that we almost don't wanna eat our food.after eating,kim pour remaining dark sauce and what-is-the-sauce-called into the chicken rice soup,stirred them,pour some of my ice cream soda drink and illy's ice lemon tea drink into the soup.she stirred them and tasted it.EEEWWWW.i cannot stand it maan.luckily i had finished my food.sheesh.saw our primary school teacher with her cute son eating and sitting right beside our table.also i saw my makcik working there.haahs.
after we filled our empty stomach, kim,yana and me went to library to find lyrics from celine dion while illy and dayah find camp things.yana then went home.tunggu korg lmbt sgt daaa..kim went up to borrow books.then both gilers came back and our dear dayah went missing.dayah where u go siaa?illy and me decided to wait for them at the entrance of the library.and came dayah with kim.we were then laughing.pfft.decided to go north plaza searched for more of camp things.illy then show her disposable undies then i was laughing along with her.lee, mahal larhh kau beli..beli pat kedai biase suda.heehee.then out from civic, illy and me held hands with the thing.the plastic hit kim's bag than illy sort of scolded me for damaging THT thing.hahas.damn funny larhh okae.all the way,held hands with her like bf and gf.
reached north plaza went to zap the lyrics for who i dunnoe.kim went home after tht.we went to shop and save for dayah to buy her mother's thing.in there also illy and me very noisy.tired already mahx.hee.starting from there we kept on making noises and dayah was irritated by us.we laughed quite alot walaupon we tired.dayah and illy bought bubble tea and went into kedai dekat dgn kedai 4-D.outside th shop we stand down there for no reason,blocking the entrance.i then say that we stand in the middle of the world and dayah replied back wahh we're in singapore.guess what,illy thought it's funny,she vomitted out the milktea she had in her mouth.it's really funny.four pieces of pearls were wasted.kesian illy.tk klakar sbenarny.HAHA.
after laughing,we headed off to dayah's place.sat there for awhile.dayah,kakak kau mcm hantu aleh2 muncul dari blkg.dgn muke2 skali seyy.rabak.after 30 mins,we decided to go home.we wear kasut outside her house and sat down there with dayah,talking.thenwe talked and sit down at the corridor like at kampong siaa.the mother gave us kueh to eat padahal da nk alek pon.kwang3.then after 15 mins talking,we walk towards the busstop.saw a alay guy maki2 a guy on top.mcm sial jek.thay like repeating the maki over and over again.hahs.then dayah sang the celine dion's song me and illy just follw the music but dunnoe the lyrics,ended up the music rosak.crazy us.took bus then got home,nvr get myself changed and quickly on the comp to blog.:)
and here am i blogging.two more days to EVGRCY's annual camp.hope it will be a success like how the soarers succeed in their past annual camp.if soarers can do it,so cann the victorious.:)
jia yous,victorious.

2007-11-27T16:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my last day for RCY challenge.and the day that will decide which grp will win the lengthyard for the flag.ohmygod..how i miss my enthu and crazy bunch of DELTA.urgh..but somehow i made many new friends that really brightens up my day over there..let me jz briefly go thru wat happen during my 4 days 3 nights at changi coast campsite.
231107:
at 1000 sharp went to the hq at dhoby ghaut to assemble before proceeding on with the camp.marking of attendance and allocating of bunks was done there..was down cause im not in the same platoon and section with my dearest dewi lasmini and shieh tein.fyi,each division(alpha to delta) was divided into 6 sections each and two platoon each.i was in delta;section 4;platoon 8.niwae,had new section-mate;jharana,a nepalese from bartley sec(:.after a few briefing by the camp chief/CWO, delta went to pulau ubin for our first activity;street soccer and mountain biking.had our lunch over there once we reached the destination;rice with lots of veggies(eww!).after lunch would be street soccer for platoon 8 and mountain biking for platoon 7.street soccer was fun for my grp.first round my grp WON.second round lose.aiya we give chance mahx..hahas.after street soccer will be mountain biking(!!!!).cycle ard pulau ubin..up and down th slope..and back to our original place..veryy funn!!by the time,i've run out of breath.after th activities,went back to campsite had our dinner..then after dinner was division time to practice our campfire item "ALL FOR ONE"..hahas.shamsul sir came to delta as my section mentor.hahas.after that had supper;a bun and milo.then division debrief and go to lalaland.
241107:
PT is a must.had abit of stretching exercises nd off to division time before having brkfast;fried noodles nd hot milo.know our current results;delta's leading!!then usual thing;division time.did some cheers to get high for next activity;abseiling and rock climbing.okae abseiling was easy.just had to go down frm a high wall.rock climbing okay..my hand was damn slippery and i fell.urgh..then headed off to do challenge rope course;high elements rope course where we were supposed to climb up and walk across a thin string all th way to th end.not that scary though.fulin ma'am said i did faster than th rest.i was like wat th..haah.nvm then..after doing rope course, i was told that delta will go dragonboating later so change into black tee.after changing platoon 7 did their dragonbaoting first while my platoon will do general station first.need grp teamwork.all those games that i've done in school during LIA camp.quite fun,however something spoiled my day.the sole of my shoes came out right before i had my dragonboating.urgh..had to go back to bunk and change to my last shoe and go back to my game..urgh..after the game,went dragonboating..damn tiring seyy..had to use body muscle.and challenge with another boat to get to another point.and we lose.didnt get a stamp fer that..pffft.after th challenge, my platoon was the unlucky ones.we had to carry up the boat back to the slope.the boat was damn heavy and to carry.brought it up and get changed to a dry shirt to have our dinner.division time right before dinner again to do some cheers and discussion.cheered all th way until dinner..dinner had rice again.after dinner was division time cum campfire practice.then supper and during supper got to know alpha's flag was confiscated and they lose their marks.:)after supper,division debrief,cheers and have our sleep at 1030.
251107:
PT is a must.had stratching exercise and abit of jogging.did some division cheers and cooling exercises.had division time again before breakfast;fried noodle and hot milo.delta's still on the lead(!!!).did some cheers before heading off to red cross campsite for our activity;archery and evac and first aid.platoon 8 had evac and first aid first.it was quite hard and i did not score for that.lose one stamp again..archery was next.it was easy.hit the balloon from 10m away!woohoo!! but did not get the stamp coz i nvr meet the expectation.hmph...lose another stamp,got 5 stamps.so my hope to get lengthyard was down.pffft.during archery flag was confiscated and we lose points.urgh..not anyone's fault niway..had to fight for the flag..on our way back to cmpsite,esther ma'am scolded us for losing the falg and disobeying the instructors.the words touched us and we did our best when we got back to campsite.had our lunch in the campsite.eat and eat suddenly charlie did cheers followed by alpha and bravo.the canteen was noisy by then and delta had no peace to eat.urgh..then after eating, we had emergency preparedness activity;doing a scenario done by our dearest instructors.we had to evacuate casualties out from a dangerous place to respective places before putting them into ambulance.the instructors acted as casualties was for real.the blood and everything.nice job "casualties"!!after which was division time before dinner;rice again.dinner was okae where delta started to do cheers to buck up on our spirits.:)after dinner was campfire(!!!).campfire was GREAT.everything was well planned!! all the division performed well to impress our GOH and mentors.the song was great.i LOVE red river valley.saddening song.agreed?wee!!after campfire,a bad news:fulin ma'am had to go home.sad..we did her fave cheer;the 7 storey window and the new cheer she teached dayung sampan.she cried(i think) and sad to leave us.took photos with the GOH and did our punishments to get our flag back.had no division time coz it's already late.had our sleep at 1000.
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PT is a must too.same thing like day 3.division time up next before breakfast;sandwich made ourselves.delta's with bravo had a close match.then had area cleaning before heading back to hq for our heritage trail briefing.did our unique cheer for each and every of the mentor's actions.very funny seyy.heritage trail was damn tiring.had to go around the city to our location.did our very best to beat bravo.raining in the middle of the activity.wore poncho and had to go back hq at 1.so then reached hq and took all the thing we needed for for th collection of items in the list.marcus was the victim for being the guy with shoulder length hair..it was damn funny larhh okae.delta members was laughing by then.after that was lunch;rice with chicken.up next was the result for the winning group;bravo.then giving out of lengthyard..too bad i didnt get it.i didnt manage to get 6 stamps out of 8 stamps.nvm..then the camp officially end at 1530. damn sad lerrs.most of delta members cried;includes mentors and NICHOLAS.while our last debrief ending,alpha sang th "red river valley" song.and that made us cry even harder.it was hard for delta members to brkup coz we really were bonded.we were like strangers in the first day of camp and from first night together we were like best friends.wat more until the end of day 4.i hugged many ppl;includes my dearest jharana:)

DELTA even if we never win,you are still a winner in my eyes!!cya around during our gathering!!i totally miss all those fun,laughter and sufferings that we have during the camp.we endure alot and learn about each other within hours.each and everyone of you are special in my eyes.you guys do brighten up my life in camp!that's delta's spirit!

one last word:
DELTA!!
ONE TEAM ONE SOUL,SHA!!

2007-11-08T12:36:00.001+08:00

here's pichas for the day..rambot aru pegi PERM TREATMENT lerr..mcm phm..

here's pichas for the day..rambot aru pegi PERM TREATMENT lerr..mcm phm..

2007-11-08T12:36:00.000+08:00

helo ppl!!sry for th long-long entry that you've been waiting for..sheesshh..actually been busy with my red cross stuff and exam period suspension..hee.urgh...now is the time to update..

i TOTALLY LURVE todae!!guys and girls, thx for aaaaallll yer wishes and presents and huggies and esp to my wonderfulwonderful 3 itg for ur cute bdae song..ILYVM!! huhu.:) todae i was sabo-ed by ain,ardy,suhaimi,amira and jaz..at green circle..right at the pathway otw to fork and spoon.haah.pkr klaka per korg..org tgh bual ngn si makcik pari2 tu..hehe.tp BEST LARHH psl tk kene!!kene splash pat kaki jek..huhu.:) ain wanted to throw th waterbomb to me but kene my beg and the waterbomb bounced turun to the lantai.nasib2.. haaah..nasib tawu i wear slipper if not my kasut pun basah..thenthen they gave me presents; cute bear from jaz and amira,winnie the pooh mug from ain and ardy andand necklace from suhaimi.amira,the mug same larhh seyy!!
thenthen we headed to fork and spoon for our lunch without ardy coz he have to go home.yarr, suhaimi thx for the treat!!huhu.:)then after we finished eating we saw ahmad,his mama and his cute2 baby bro.ahmad,adeq kau cute larhh seyy!!blh bwk alek??hee.thenthen,fariani had to go to cwp for her date with peppermint.aiya..tgk movie yg aku nk tu..bknny nk ajk ke hape.. tkper2..hee.we sent her to the bus stop and headed off to jaz's house.over there, bknny aku nk msk dulu..me and ain sat on the buai and then lek2 over there.thenthen after abt 5 mins play the buai,pressed the doorbell,go in then they all looked at me then i beri salam.hehek.seriously, jaz,aku ngatkn kau tu pmpn aner larhh.dalarh ace suratkhabar da cover badan kau sumer tgl kaki.ahah..beh kau ny reaction pun mcm mak2.btw,best larhh doorbell kau!!hee.
then i asked for drink coz frm jz now at th bus stop da haus sgt..minum air pat umh jaz mcm satu thn tk minum..mcm phm..then watched citer violence,thailand ny.tp bknny tgk posing saner posing sini nk amek gmbr..pmpn biase arhh tu..at ard 530 we mntk izin alek dulu..permisi yaw..hehek.then alek,open present.woohoo!!
go home also like normal daes..not any special occasion..like if it's ur bdae,ur family will like say happy burfdae or what..i go home nth siaa..so then i quickly tke a bath and after bath opened up presents.niceynice!:)) lurvethemloads!!then urgh..my parents spoiled my dae..they like want my choc, scold me..urgh..then go online..and here i am..hees..guys,ILTODAE!!

to dayah:ILYILYILY!!THX FER UR ADVANCED PRESENT EVEN THOUGH IT'S SMALL AND THX FOR UR WARM HUG!!
to *tkedeepbreath* jaz,amira,ain,ardy and suhaimi: thx for ur haha-sabo.and all ur wonderful gifts!!ILY!!
to dewi:thx for ur 2AM wish ND UR HUGS!!urgh!!gurl,IMY LARHH SEYY!!
to illy: thx for ur wishes!!IMY ALOT..
to my wonderfulwonderful classmates:THX FOR UR BDAE SONGS!!hee.aper larhh fariani ni..pfft..msk kls bilang beh strt nyanyi..niwae thx.:)
to fariani:urgh!!ILY!!ur hug was like urgh so damn fast.aku dalarh nga panas siaa..
to the rest not mention,thx for all yer wishes..hee.
my dearest frenn out there:aper saje tah kau.niwae frenn thx larhh seyy.giler larhh kau!!hee.

*anything that i forget?

2007-10-10T05:45:00.000+08:00

to my dear safie a.k.a kwn giler,my blog is on HIATUS mood..sry safie but im too busy to update..
before i go..
EVGians, u left with one more ppr for integrity and commitment student..tmr last ppr..so best of luck!!
to those taking another one more ppr on friday, BEST OF LUCK!!
slmt menyambut kedatangan bulan yg meriah iaitu HARI RAYE on SATURDAY,13 OCT 07..
happy fasting..:)
countdown to raye:3 more days..
*da beli aju raye?da uat kueh?da siap bnde2 utk raye?huhu:)

2007-09-30T07:35:00.000+08:00

hahas..if u ask,yea..i cut my hair.it's not the short that i want but nemind.since th shop was closing that time i had to just follow the way they cut.sheesh.
let's talk about YESTERDAY..well one word to explain..it was FUN..with amira,ardy and suhaimi.jazilla if u read this, u will regret..and i mean it.who ask u to tell ur mum that u go home around two?aiyoo..
basic story..school's as usual..P.E was boring.we did not manage to do P.E since the muslims students are fasting.we had self-revision instead.practically,before we went to the canteen for self-revision, ms seetoh gave me a box filled with history revision answer sheet.she told the group of us to give out to the history students from the express class.so since we had nothing to do in the canteen,me and dewi went up to aspire and commitment class to give the papers out.it was damn boring seeing each and every class that we walked past were busy listening to lectures from teachers.so after giving out, went back to canteen to do our boring revision..after that we had e-maths..boring stuffs..do filing..then aft maths,not hist it's eng okae..hahas.DEWI paisehh..she took her hist txtbk under her desk and telling me this "come.let's go take table." i was like "huh?dewi now eng not hist" then her face suddenly turned pink because paisehh mahh..then ENG(not hist)..do draft for the stupid journal writing..urgh!then during eng,another paisehh gurl..nadhirah she came into class from another maths class.she saw ms maz amd she thought it was lit..she went to wardah's place to sit.then rhahteena told her it was eng..she then red face go back her table..and laugh.hahas..my dears..why friday very sway many ppl thought differently?bad bad firday..then aft eng was comb humans..now is only hist my dear dewi.
history had an open book essay test.it was kind of easy*DUH*..but time was too little and i didnt manage to finish it up..dayang and amira:i was waving to both of u my dears.for ur infos..
hahas.after hist recess..go our usual place with jazilla,ardy and suhaimi..we chatted like normal..
then MT..got my MT prelim result..not that surprising i got such quite-low marks.TO THESE PPL IN MY CLS:i know U saw MY marks.OKAE HAPPY?i heard th conversation.it's TOO SOFT that i can hear.hahs.then HMT students should go home at 1245 but today we were allowed to go home at 1205 on the dot.hahas.thx mr imran.
then went out to meet those BELOVED.suhaimi and ardy went for friday prayers and left me,jaz,amira and dayang ALONE.then hahas.amira kept on asking "cann we go library now?"
and we kept on saying "NO!!" hahas.but alas, we went to sch library.
in the library..i took a BIG book to read with LIL' amira..like teacher and small kindergarten kid..it's READ ALOUD session okae?then we saw a haristyle book and the four monkeys looked at the book together.u know girls cannot keep our mouth shut.so the four of us kept on criticising each and every hairstyle that we hate.then ardy called amira asking us where are we.and that point we went down to canteen.while going down th canteen i shared ghost stories with them.reached canteen i told a story but due to amira laughing it was NOT funny.hahas.then 5 mins aft, jaz and dayang went home.aper lah.
after that me,ardy,amira and suhaimi had our group study.we studied like hell.okae maybe only some.then after that,amira and me were disturbed by ardy and suhaimi respectively.ardy kind of brought the chair up to a jerking motion*hah* and suhaimi poked my waist.both me and amira were like shouting here and there.since the canteen had only the four of us.hahas. FUNFUNFUN.around 4,we packed our bags and went home.all went the same way.we sent amira to one destination the the guys sent me until my void deck.then went home..
got home took THE book and replied.then buke ate3..then around 8 studied as per normal.
then normal..watched seputih qaseh ramadhan.then continue read novel and slept.
really jazilla i nvr write in detail but it WAS fun!!u missed that..slmt pegi johor!!and rindu aku.
mondae eng paper..OH MY..and today baked kuih raye..going to study a-maths now..wee hoo..

2007-09-14T08:00:00.000+08:00

today is the first day of the holy month for the muslims which is the fasting month.school's as usual and have lots of surprise tests.actually not alot but a few..hurhur:) an error made by me..sorry..those kind of class test that should NOT be a class test but instead our own revision.my class subject teachers make our life difficult.while the rest of the sec 3 express classes got the papers as homework, we 3 integrity students got the papers as our CLASS test.oh my god.and it's a surprise class test.
you might as well guess.the WHOLE class didnt even make an attempt to put in effort in the test.ooopss..maybe some make but not surprising enough the same bunch of people never put in effort.alas, they fail.haaah.
as you can see,since it's the first day of the fasting month,the muslims in my class did not manage to pay close attention to our subject teachers.we sat around AND lying on our desk.guess what.some even slept during lesson.TIRED.haaah.
during recess two of my dear classmates,wan and yan find a spot which is the at the corner of the class.then hahas.they slept there.for 35 mins before ms loke came in our class for e-maths lesson.i heard that the canteen is not full.it's like half-filled.with non-muslims students.i was laughing like hell when i heard that.hurhur:)
while the rest of the muslims in class chatting or studying, jaz,ardy,suhaimi and i talked outside 3 commitment classroom.then i brought along rhahteena's flower toy and when people asked whose i will say my boyfriend gave me.haah...as if..after talking for like 15 mins,suhaimi and khairul walked off to mss(isit?).then ardy,jaz and i went in 3 commitment class and chit chat..suhaimi called and talked then 1125 put down the phone.
got to know cikgu iswani will not be teaching us anymore..reluctantly, she have to leave us to other cikgu cause she's on maternity leave..before we go,she told us to study hard and happy fasting and happy hari raya*advanced* gosh..cikgu,i will miss you..or..do i need to speak in malay?saye akan rindu cikgu..
blahblahblah then time to go home..waiting for my atok to call and ask us go hospital.my nenek in critical condition.im scared that she will..u know..envisaging..damn it..tomorrow my mt prelim and i have yet to study or even memorize peribahasa..then in the afternoon while the sec 1 and 2 cadets have OA lesson with the NP NCOs,we sec 3s rcy cadets have to go through PT training with the NP officer, jay lim.

God,do open my heart for tomorrow and get that stress out of my head!!

to all muslims,
selamat menjalani ibadah puasa..
2 more hours to go..

2007-09-10T13:55:00.000+08:00

well today the sec 1s, 2s and 3s cadets from our rcy unit went to the SCDF bonding thing-thing.it was quite fun though compared with last year.if i were to say..
last year games:so damn few.
this year games:so damn lots!!:)
i totally went mad over there.but too bad to those 14 sec 3s who never go.let me brief through what happen over there.but sorry pictures unavailable cause we got no time to take.the place there wes so pack with elderlys,families and schoolkids.
we evgrcy reached there at around 10 in the early morning and guess what?when we reached there the place was quite full of people.then we had to register at the registration counter.all of us were given the SAME TYPE of goodie bag and the fireman's helmet.the kiddie's helmet.arent those helmets cute..?inside the goodie bag was TWO bottles of mineral water,a packet of biscuits,a tidbit and an electric fan.not that big fan.it's just a small one.hurhur:)
then around 1030 we were told to participate in the obstacle game.firstly, sec 3s were allowed NOT to participate in the game.then next we were told to participate.the again we have a choice to either paly or don't play.the game-we were supposed to wear the scdf stuff which includes the costume,helmet,the mask..should be everything.i heard it was heavy AND stuffy.lucky i did not participate.then after wearing, they were to go in the big lift then the game was on the lower level if im not wrong.they had to..i don't know..cause i didn't participate.yea..
while they played THAT game,some of the sec 1s and 2s plus ME, went around the fire station without further ado to play other games while waiting.but i didn't play the games.to me those games are CHILDISH.no offence abg2 bomba.last year's games.then after we play all those games, we waited for the rest who play the first game.*yay!wenoneedplay*
we waited for further instruction from the "tour guide".we were told that evgncdcc cadets set up a games booth at the hall and all of us cant wait to go up and support them.luckily, the "tour guide" brought us up to the hall.
firstly,"tour guide" what in the hell were you doing?do you know the way up to the hall?*katejekbdkSCDF* he brought us up to the wrong staircase and we ended up going back down and go to the other side of the stairs.we were very tired and we grumbled alot.haah.at last, we reached th place and all of us went in the hall and rushed to the evgncdcc cadets' booth.we stood there waiting for instructions from ma'am tan for our next game.she then told us that we can go anywhere in the hall until it's 1345.so then first stop, i told bping to help me shoot the ball to the board to win a bottle.then i got the bottle.thanks bping.
then i saw illy at the balloon station waiting anxiously for her balloon.then after she got hers the GUY IN RED ask me if want to get a balloon.i said "i want a red balloon pls" and smile.so then he shouted across to his friend to get me a red balloon.then he said in malay since he's a malay guy "if u want ur balloon u must say hi and smile at my friend.wait" and called upon his friend.so since it was noisy i cannt hear what he say.then he called his friend.his friend turn and look in my direction.then he saw me and show middle finger at that guy.then i blurly took my balloon and said thanks and walk off.i walked over back to the ncdcc cadets' booth(easy to say wan's booth) and watched my cadets play and teased all of them.
then ohgosh..the guy in red came back to me and pass me a small yet cute-looking balloon as if teasing me.then he said "nah..my friend give.take it or u give back to that guy in black talking on the phone hiding his shame" then i asked"who give?" he said "my friend" and laughed.all his friends looked at us then i was in EMBARRASSMENT larrh okae.took the balloon then walked off.
walked to the balloon making sculpture station and ordered the abg in black "i want a red flower pls" and he gave me.and yea hell..the flower is UGLY.it doesnt even look like a flower.okae then..walked back to the guy in red and pass back the blue balloon.both of us like have those kind of teasy look.eveywhere we were in the hall, looked at each other then teased.haah.kind of lame larhh.
then it's time to go home.then illy's balloon got entangled.at first she got around 8 balloons.then got home she got only NONE.haah.so funny cannot control my laughter at all..hurhur:)
illy you are damn funny larhh okae.
then in the evening went to hospital to visit my nenek.damn pity about her.she's in ICU larhh seyy..i almost cried when i see her..NENEK CEPAT SEMBUH OKAE?ILY..
if only i can visit her almost everyday..haizz..tmr school starts and there i will blog again about my school.yea..

2007-09-08T05:23:00.000+08:00

wat a boring and dull day..had nothing better to do other than blogging and editing my pictures.lucky.school reopen SOON.if not, i wonder how long will i be suffering in the world of BOREDOM.holiday assignments?it's a no no.i havent finishup ALL my holiday assignments especially ART.i totally detest pushpa for telling us that we have to finishup our prepwork and started doing our batik coursework AND to be handed up when school starts.oh my god!look, i don't have many hands to do all my holiday assignments at one go.i've got tons and tons and tons of work to do in just one week.i've got red cross training for the sec 1s,remedials and many more.
ms pushpa, imagine you are in the 3 integrity and 3 commitment art sutdents' shoes, would you mind being tortured by the art teacher to do many stuff during the one week break?the one week break is for us all to have a rest from studying in school with sooo many lectures and shouting from our teachers.AND also for us to study for the EOY that is coming in a few weeks' time.everyone agree with me?
arent teachers ever soooo....goodness..i've never write in my blog about teachers.but it's a fact btw..we don't mind having any worksheets for the holiday break but if it's too much..we will be the ones suffering and complaining at the same time.isnt that true my dear friends?
next,study to prepare for my mt prelims and EOY?oh.not yet ready.i've only started pasting small notes about chemistry on my study table.all those that are PURE MEMORY WORK.isn't that true mrs jacky chew?hahas.suddenly i missed having chem class with jacky chew.why she never give us any extra class during our holidays?mrs chew,next time give us extra class okay?*plusoneforme* her holiday homework?oh yes!i've done that early than the rest of other subjects' homework.i now totally LOVE chemistry alot.i don't know why but maybe because sitting beside nadhirah make me more semangat to study.she is ever so semangat in chemistry so maybe because of her semangat i also bacome more semangat.nadhirah,ILY larhh okae?so sit more often beside me during chem class.:)
MT peribahasa,oh my god..i forgotten almost every of the peribahasa.why im a forgetful person.i think i better start pasting notes about peribahasa as well so that everytime i study or sitting around doing nothing i might as well look down at the notes and memorize every single thing.hah.clever me.*clapsclapsclaps*
job well done.today i dont think i ever look like im SYAFIYAH like the one that you usually talk to, have fun with and all those stuff.cause today is my naggy day.cheers.
i.miss.chocolate.cadbury.if only i got money to buy right now..:)

2007-09-03T14:59:00.001+08:00

pictures on byd..I LOVE YOUG GUYS!!
there's more picture but will update later..:)

2007-09-02T14:30:00.000+08:00

here are some photos on friday.BE YOURSELF DAY.310807.HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL TEACHERS OUT THERE.3 INTEGRITY RAWKS.
updating about that fun day.
overall best-dressed class:3 commitment..
top 3 best fashion class in parade(sec 3s):3 commitment,3 respect,3 integrity

each level class theme:
sec1-traditional costume
sec 2-sports
sec 3-occupation
sec 4-past history of singapore

sec 3 class theme:
aspire-mime
achieve-magician
respect-air steward and stewardess
INTEGRITY-waiter and waitresses
commitment-mafia
dynamic-office workers
thinking-??
caring-actor and actresses
character-style designers

0800-move into class and took pictures.ILY!!
0915-move up to hall for concert.yayat and nad:u both look GREAT on stage during the fashion parade!!u both are still winners in 3 integrity's heart.3 integrity's dance group:all of u looked AWESOME!!U GUYS RAWK!!
1130-dismissal.took class photo with mrs goh.but where's mdm ismiralda??
1200-rushed to library with jazzy and amira while waiting for ardy to go to pri sch.
1430-went to qihua pri to visit our teachers.
1500-hang out under one particular blok with ardy, amira and jazzy.
1645-went home. :)

2007-08-11T09:09:00.000+08:00

hello ppl..long time i've nvr update this..been busy though with stuffs...so mind me if the entry is loong..
yesterdae NDP just ended..sad larhh seyy...from strangers we were to friends we are..5 months having fun together on every saturday..it's a long journey though..
yesterday...all of us tried to spend all of the quality time together..we shared jokes, have fun..all those things we do together..
evg ppl as usual early..we have to report at 0930..so all were given new gloves and a 500 ml bottle..so therefore, we do not have to bring gloves and 1.5 bottle..*lighterbagthough*then we fall in at hq's carpark..we were not allowed to enter haw par hall cause of inconvenience cause..hahas..the hall were on preparation for the party later in the evening..then we were given our NDP badges..the badge colour background okay larhh..i've attained another badge so forget about the colour..
then aboard the bus to marina bay..had police checks again but this time, no scarecrow..we took out our gloves from pockets and the plastics that we took of from the bagdes..and left it in the baskets..took our gloves..had our lunch over there too..our last free lunch:KFC..after eating, we rest while waiting for a practice at the platform..evg ppl shared riddle with CK,SSW and many other instructors too..the riddle quite lame siia..but had a heap of laughter..:)*mindmefortheBADenglish*
at around 1240, we moved out of the convention hall to the platform for our practice and the last trancated run..during the trancated run,the parade commander gave us a "speech" about the last NDP..i was like hurry up..im sleepy and the sun is scorchingly hot!!
after the trancated run, we moved out of the platform back to the convention hall to have our last dinner:SFI..we had burger, fish nuggets, mash potato and baked beans..i only had the fish nuggets, half of the burger and the mash potato..i never want to eat the baked beans without any bread..the nuggets tasted like ewww..hahas..but forced myself to eat them if not,i'll go hungry before the actual show..the burger tasted okay..but i ate only half..i've no appetite and im full though..so then after dinner, the SCDF director or something came and talk to us all..giving us words of encouragements and support..his voice was soft enough for the last row to hear him talk..so they had to pretend to hear whatever he has said..even in the front row, i barely heard him say anything..i can swear..after he talk, all of us murmured among ourselves asking what he was saying..we then take photos with th marshallers and VIs..a photo for memories..then north districts took photos too..watched videos of NDP ppl..the songs were touching though..i nearly cried..the slideshows, the songs and the ppl in there..now memories..
then around 1725 we were to move out of the convention hall to the actual site..so to really enjoy my last day with the NDPRCY ppl,i have fun with huisi,dewi,zarifah,siew ming,aqirah,nisah and some other ppl..poking and tickling one another..laughter can be heard too..:)thanks to all for making my day a great one!!to those names not mention im sorry but i cant remember all of ur names..from suntec, as usual, we marched to the actual site..many tourists and passers-by as usual took photos and videos of us all..while marching, i searched for abg wan along the aisle of the roadside..but i cant find..too bad..
reached the site, before the march in, everyone wished everyone good luck and we shouted cheers..the cheer go like this..
"oooooo..NDPO7, WE MAKE THE DIFFERENCE"
sweets were distributed and we ate the sweet to prevent fainting..i took lotsa sweets coz it tasted marvellous..ate lots of them until i got sore throat..i cant resist SWEETS and CHOCS too!!then the parade started..march in was marvellous and great..i love it lots..got to see the real president..so far i've seen stimulated presidents during all the shows..then umbrella opening was perfectly nice..march out was excellent..i love NDP07..i feel proud to be in the marching contigen on the actual day itself..im satisfied with everyone though..ILY!!good job!!
then we move out of the platform, as usual march to suntec..searched for abg wan again..still cannot find..hahas..everyone looked at us and im really proud..marching..suddenly aqirah accidentally stepped on my boots..and luckily,i never tumbled o the ground and my shoes never fly off..phew..naughty aqirah..hahas..but ILY..
towards convention hall,there's police checks again..then cleared the checks..then rest for awhile..watched the NDP show in the big screen..but after a while, we had to moved out of the convention hall and aboard the bus..
back to hq..we had memorable party..the performance by NDP ppl were funny and nice..i love it lots..then the most touching part..the VIs sang a sad song..i forgot the title of the song..they sang it with all their hearts and all of us were crying our heart out..it really touched our hearts though..asyraf provide us all tissue..really funny larhh seyy!!one more thing..jun jie a.k.a chocolate is emo larrh seyy..too bad it's our last day together..then after the performance, we were allowed to exchange gifts with our angels and mortals..got to know my angel was nurul janna from northbrooks sec..ohmy..cruel she..still last day of ndp..no gifts from her..i gave my mortal, ismath nisah from unity sec a gift..it's a cute key chain..turtle..and exchange number with her and took photo with her..then all of rcy ppl took photos with one another and exchange emails and hp numbers..seeing si hui cried, i hugged her tight and we both cried together..then we stopped crying and took photo together..as memories..then time to go home..

to NDPRCY: ILY loads..will miss those times we had together..see ya around on other times..
to si hui: ILY lots..i will miss eu too dear..keep in touch always horx..dun cry anymore okae..
to hui si: hellow monkey face..u looked cute doing the monkey face..i will miss ur squeals of happiness when i poke ur ribs..hahas..
to nisah: hahas.now only eu knw im ur angel..ILY alot..IMYtoo!!
to zarifah: even though we didnt talk much during trainings,i sure love eu!!take care gurl!!
to aqirah: do think of dance steps to coordinate with my tickling to u..u are cute!!ILY larhh okae..
to asyraf: thanx for providing us tissue that time..i will miss ur craziness alot!!cya around somewhere out there donnoe where!!hahas..
to wani: yea..ahhhhh!!!!screamers for life!!ur scream can deafen my ears..but ILY larhh okae..
to jun jie: maintain ur hair..ur hair put up, u looked cute derhx..btw u r sweet!!i will miss u!!
to nicky sir: retarded here..i will go reserve next year,sir..don't worry..hahas..u are popular larhh sir..ur face in tv mahh..
to alfian sir: heehees..sry for giving u that riddle about bus driver..gotcha!!sir, u owe EVG ghost stories lehx..
to mary ma'am: ma'am u dont worry..ur lamb here wont be naughty..maaaa..
to bettina ma'am: VERY GOOD..VERYVERY GOOOOD.. *withhandssignstoo!*
to li xuan ma'am: u are the best..u're cute larhh ma'am..do come back to our sch for trainings..evg ppl miss eu soo much..
to the marshallers and trainers..: thx for guiding us thru..to alan air, thx for the chocs!!to roy sir, talk louder..we cant hear eu..
lastly,
to compassvale sec, wei ben and farhan: even though we are arch rival,u are still great to be friends with..do keep in contact!!keep in touch!!:)

NDPO7,WE MAKE THE DIFFERENCE..
:))
SIGNING OFF..
sya..
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EVERYONE!!

2007-07-05T12:20:00.000+08:00

it's been a looong day yesterday having a gamelan performance at SCH(singapore sonference hall) from 0830 hrs practising to 2145 hrs performing there..it's boring there..nothing to do except some rehearsals and putting on makeups..
first thing first..the first rehearsal we were scolded by one of the organisers for being late in performing..we wanted to complain that we only had our first rehearsal on that day.that spot.that time cause during the june holidays we didnt go for their rehearsal..guess why..we weren't told about it..mr khamis (the organiser plus siglap instructor) didnt tell us evergreen gamelan members about the practices..and at last we were scolded..so we were really angry about that..then at last we organised everything and we did our best..
then after my makeup,there's this irritating siglap guy keep on waving at me everywhere we met eyes, smiling at me and wanting to talk to me when im outside of the holding room alone..calling me "awak awak" outside the holding room..and brave me,ignored him..only when my instructor, mr amran called out to me from outside..then i thought wat..saw that guy again *haizz*..wanted to go in but someone(i dont knw who) pulled me towards mr amran..then mr amran introduced me to him and his friends..so i held out my hand and shake hands with them..then i tired want to sit beside mr amran,no space..that irritating guy gave me a place to sit *sweetbuteewww* and smiled..
after dinner,went to change at the 2nd level toilet..guess what..*tootiredtotell..he's upstairs waving at me*again..* get chged and saw him again outside holding room..waved again..haizz..
pls..those who say he wants to knw me..he's not okae..he's playing a fool only..
after dinner went to the hall watched performance..and again..he's behind jaz..and i heard wanted to switch place with his friend who's behind me..like what seyy..then performance time..
siglap perform after us..fariani was beside me..siglap was behind us..right now is at the backstage..that guy made poem that went like this in malay:
naik bot naik sampan,
depan saya ade perempuan.
SHOULD I SAY IT'S LAME??lame crap..translation:take a boat,take a sampan;infront of me is a gurl..then the siglapians laughed..like wat...i also cannot stand so i laughed..very funny siaa..then after that we performed..the guy wished good luck to fariani and she smiled..then perfomed..
then after performance a man walked up to our holding area and told us that evergreen performed well..the best..see..
but to me,the bells(i forgot what sch is it) perform better..haha..
gtg..need to do homeworks..tonnes of them..thinking of not going to school tomorrow since im really really sick..

2007-06-26T09:44:00.000+08:00

..water promoter..

where are you spidey...

did nothing today in school..except get to know our new form teacher(another one..still with that shortie GLP)..her name is MDM ISMIRALDA..she a mly btw..then go hall for MT o level oral briefing..sooo bored..then go gamelan..*haizz*
see boring day..so..then i decided to camwhore with jazilla in school after gamelan even though hp not allowed in school..the pict sux..above there..

2007-06-13T12:33:00.000+08:00

haha..i skipped gamelan once again..im very very very lazy to go practice new song..i heard many ppl skipped this practice..really..day by day gamelan is becoming more boring..during SYF period all of us came and practice together,went out together,shared jokes together..but now...all gone..the memories vanished just like that..everyone went separate ways..doing their own business..now we had to practice for RH day..on 20 or 21 of july..from what i know,we only have 3 practices..but then,there's extra practices..one of them is today..NONE told me abt it except jaz and suhaimi *thank you soo much*..but still i nvr go..what for i go if RH day performance itself im not performing..im BUSY with NDP okae..so NO ONE IS SUPPOSED TO FORCE ME INTO PERFORMING..i hate forcers..no offence..

well today..i was supposed to go out with mama window shopping at maybe PS or even bugis..that'll be fun..but only problem..my grandmama..in my house..we are given the responsibility to take care of her cause my cousin go on holiday for 4 days..then we have to take care of her..we had make lota plans for today but then we cant go out..had to wait until sunday then..haizz..soo bored doing nothing at home..luckily i got a novel to read..have to finish them up before school re open though..maybe after finish can go out return books and go library again with jaz to borrow more books..

tomorrow there red cross training again..the sec 3s doing footdrill gold while me and dewi EVAC silver..havent study yet..i'll be studying it later...hope we can pass..then on thursday..some sec 3s and sec 4s will be at vivocity selling pins for World Blood Donation Day(WBDD) wearing full uniform...paiseh lerx..ppl might think why red cross ppl wearing full u in a shopping mall selling things..OMYGOSH..but it MAY be fun though..watching small kids coming to us buying our pins and they are cute though..how i wish i have a small little brother of age around one to four or five..

so bored doing nothing at home..wishing someone would ask me out and have loads of fun camwhoring around the shopping mall...imissjazilla..

2007-06-09T07:00:00.000+08:00

omg...i didnt know i will be VERY VERY VERY busy this june holidays..with workshops(which have just past), red cross trainings-accreditations and "courses"(left one more to go which i exchg it with EVAC silver practical), gamelan(which i dont know anything about those extra practices) then NDP trainings...OHMYGOD..IMDEADMEAT..HOMEWORKSNOTDONE..

my WIREfest! workshop..for art..kinda fun..especially making sculptures with wire..i ACCIDENTALLY cut my finger..on all the three days..ouch..i made lotsa stuffs using wire..first day: small hanger and ROC** stick man..second day, we were told to do projects to be sold at charity bazaar and some will be displayed at a gallery museum..so i did a tiara..a crown made specially for princesses..third day was on wednesday which i didnt come because of NDP..fourth day is the last day i had to finish up my second project..i made a photoframe with a flower at the bottom of it..i like the flower..it's cute..left with a one more hour i decided to do flower for my mortal with her name carved beside the leaf..nice though..sweet..you must be wondering what mortal im talking about..
it's a game where my NDP instructors created for us to bond with one another..the game is called ANGEL AND MORTAL..angels will give presents to the mortals..but the mortals wont know who their angel is..we have to give presents every trainings..until 9 aug we will know who our angel is..last wednesday, i didnt get any presents from my angel..stupid angel..

talking about NDP..the more trainings we had the more fun it is..really..we got to know one another..it's fun though..we did umbrella drills, marching in and out..and one more thing..
guys and gurls..one thing..ppl who know about this "someone" please..u r making it obvious that i fall for the guy okae..PLEASE STOP IT..IM ANNOYED BY IT..

yup..about gamelan..hello..i dont know anything about the extra practices at all..not a single soul tell me that there is practices..only fariani..but then it's a last minute info..and please i hate it when teachers scold me for no reason and i didnt even know about the practices..that time i came in..just to check if really there is practice like what fariani says..but even if you tell me there's practice in the last minute,i wont go..cause i've had enough of it..i will just come for the sake of mrs tan telling my mum about it..hmph..

phew..next wednesday..EVAC silver..me and dewi will take it..the rest of the sec 3s do footdrill GOLD..good luck to them..we've done our footdrill gold..huahuahua...but im scared of EVAC..have to carry stretcher(as if im strong to carry ppl), then carry ppl..but then it's easier than EVAC bronze..EVAC silver need two ppl to carry casualty..that will be fun..

tomorrow..NDP again..can get to see him <333

2007-06-02T08:35:00.000+08:00

just came back from camp...until today still have muscle cramps..suffers for 3 days..still sick from the camp..

first day...
report at 1430..should be 1400 but then dont know why they never want us report at 1400..
attendance,allocation of groups,bunks and group 1/cs..guess what..im ECHO's group i/c..omg..
then lectures about leadership by mr vik..soo boring though...
games next..not games but GAME..cone war..punishments not 5 jumping jacks but PUSHUPS..i had to do two punishments so..ten pushups..hurt my knees..the PS floor very rough..got slight cut just on the first day..at last my group never got into finals..
then dinner..ate chicken rice from stall 6..i think so..all of the campers very enthu eat..of course lerr..very hungry mahh..
after eating,washup..it's shower time..for..30 mins..not enough sehh...so me and shaz just wash never even shampoo..i know..but what to do..have to rush..i tink RCY camp more good..1 1/2 hr to shower..
after washup..lectures again..by mr taufik this time..about NE..2 hours of lecture..but quite interesting..compared to mr vik's lecture..mr taufik make jokes and stuffs..so we never feel sleepy or bored..
up next is supper..biscuits..2 full plates of biscuits..and milo..yup yup..not enough for my group sehh...all girls in my group dont have milo..so no choice we have to share..i tink i shared with zul..i dont know..
eat eat already then night circle..it's like the summary for the day..sit in circle..do some talkings..then our SENIOR group i/c which is naufal ask to write our view of the camp..haizz...
after night circle..sleeping time..haizz..still got some more..

second day..
woke up at 0515..
report at 0555..
then..PT..talking about PT..it's damn tough lorr..we do lots of pushup and stay at pumping position..of course standard ones..but the EXCOs just slack around chatting..some did pushup but they never do like us..they did a fast ones then scolded keith,my group member for complaining..true..we did the tough oes but they did the easy ones..then we palyed games:numbers and colours..the winner for numbers is john..colours fun..
breakfast we had fried bee hoon..not nice the food...
then washup..RCY ppl never washup..instead we do cheers and chat chat..fun lorr...
then 0915..prefects and students leaders in each CCAs go on excursions to mosque..while the rest stayed in school play games..im one of the ppl who stayed..we played captain's ball and water bombs!!SO FUN LORR..i like water bombs..
then the ppl who go visit mosque came back..(they repent though..)
we got lectures..again..by mr vik..then got extra time we slept..soo good..at last..
after that..we got dangerous games..first batch to try the lower elements in the sch..with teachers' permission..i almost died lehh...i almost fell and hit my head in some games..at one game,i hit myself with a hard buoy..really..very very very very pain..ouch..at the end of the activities, my group very dirty..took off shoes and go par8 square..
we assemble at par8 square..we kena sabo by the EXCO..they pretend to shout at us behaving like monkeys and have no discipline..then we do pushups(again..)..then we had to lie down flat on our stomachs..close our eyes..then they throw water at us..until we wet..then sabo b'dae boy..haiqel..happy birthday boy!!niways nice try EXCOs we already can guess that you wanna sabo us..
then we ate dinner..yuckks..the food tasted bad...i only lurvvess the chicken..:)then i got my menstruation on the very day..
washup..this time we shower properly..until clean..
then lectures..continued from afternoon..quite boring though..
movie up nxt..move your phantom..very shiok..
then supper..again..biscuits..this time, milo enough..
then night circle..
sleep..thinking of tmr's NDP training...7 hours of sleep..slept at 0100..

third day..
haizz...omg..
they woke us all at 0300..omg..that's crazy man!!all sec 3s woke at 0300 but the EXCOs at 0600..only 2 hrs of sleep...we have to do proposal in the early morning..before that we report..
if our strength not enough..pumping position until the rest come down..very pain siia...hands tremble alot but had to endure..stomach cramp..had to endure..after full strength, do PT..run non-stop 3 rounds around PS..then only we do proposal..my group about CHARITY CONCERT TO RAISE FUND FOR THE NEEDY..that's hard sia..for 4 hrs until 0700 do until finish..then got headache and stomach cramps..ppl say my face very pale...omg..
after 0700,again PT..this time i nvr do..how to do if i hve stomach cramps and headache..?
while the rest do PT,4 NDP ppl go have early breakfast..which is me..then after eating go home,take a bath, go out buy lunch and go meet the rest..
NDP training we learnt new drills..umbrella drills...but LIA campers nvr do..instead we go sleep..at the campsite at nee soon there..very tired..some more no mood to fall in..very hot sia..
then after NDP training go home..then got home take a bath and go sleep early..

the next day kena scolded by my parents for being a lazy pig..dont knw why sia..im ery tired so sleep whole day larhh..haizz...
my muscle cramps still there...
DID YOU WATCH 50 FIRST DATE ON CHANNEL 5 LAST NIGHT?VERY SWEET RIGHT THE STORY..HOW I WISH IM THE RUTSY...OMG..*wishwish*
IM WAITING TO BE LOVED AGAIN...
DUHH...

2007-05-22T12:54:00.000+08:00

fork left knife right..napkin on your lap..fold into triangle..blablabla..

that's what we learned during social etiquette course from 1400 to 1600..we learned on the social etiquette and then about the dining etiquette thingy..soo fun cause the food there very very very nice..

during sch hours before going to SAFRA for the etiquette course, the sec 3s got an interclass comp..my class was against the CMT...ITG vs CMT..truthfully, the CMT very rough..not so rough lah but the GK very rough..hit our GS and GA...no offence but really that's what make ITG ppl very mad about this..never even have the courtesy to say sorry..and since their group got taller ppl, they won the match..good match niway...after the game, they boost aroung telling their FT about it..im wondering why they never say that they play roughly to my ITG ppl?and they even dare say we said vulgarities (@#$%..LOL) to them..is it true?i dont know cause im not around when it's the second round..my ITG ppl dont want me in..soo saadening...
then after interclass comp..there a bit of time-not to say abit but around one hour- we go it at canteen and chit chat..then we wait for lower sec recess to curi2 mkn..very funny though..ardy wanted to help me and nad go buy chicken rice but then the lower sec ppl all short2 and he's the only one tallest among all..so he never buy for us..LOL
very very funny..after recess,we go class got this physco test on our knowledge..very lame sehh the test..about numbers and patterns..so easy sia...afte test we go hall curi2 tgk movie..so funny..ITG ppl go in hall like robbers than sit at far end corner wait until 1245 for our luch before the course..
*cut short story* go course learnt about etiquette thingy..eat dinner there..got 4 courese..*i mean food* first garlic bread, then mushroom soup, then chicken chop, then pie(i tink cheese??), then tea..
after eat2 go home wait for transport..sooo long so sing2 with frens..then got scolded by loola then bus came..and we took bus home..got sch met jaz talk awhile then got home..
and here i am updating blog..
LOL

catch my crazy teacher,joseph tan on deal or no deal on wednesday...have loads of fun!!:) and laugh with me!!

hugs an kisses..

2007-05-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

ouch..the comments by the "someone" damn hurt me..how i wish i knew who wrote that..
how can he or she wrote that im a dog..if im a dog,I WILL BARK AND DO WAT DOGS DO..
AND DONT INVOLVE NADHIRAH IN THE BREAKUP..THE BREAKUP HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ANY OF MY FRIENDS OKAE..
i dont get it at all...

okae..before i lose my temper..just now got NDP training skip flag day..not bad..only that my muscle cramp from yesterday in due with NAPFA..i cant run,i cant walk properly,i cant jump,i cant hop,i cant march,much less do hentak kaki..luckily this week i never faint..i dont feel dizzy,i dont feel tired..but only leg pain..the last rehearsal..guess what..nobody fainted!!new record for this week though!!
we'll be standing for one hour or so on the parade ground..with long music and long inspection and long whatsoever it is..saw SCDF guys looking at me..like wat..police force(or what do you call that?)..and navy and and..army...they are quite handsome..but i'll stick to my wong..LOL..aiyo the army marshall that one..shh dont tell anyone..nearly the whole contingen know abt it...

we learnt new cheers..got the cheers "dumdumdidi","chewy chewy oom bahbah"(cute huh),"everybody let's dance",then got "red cross warriors" and "ndp makeup cheer"..
the training ended at 1900 sharp..got home straight..then here i am..staring at the comp updating my blog..cherishing moments with the ndp ppl..LOL

ndp very fun sia..nvr join..u regret alot..even though it's tiring but fun..im feeling dizzy now..better go sleep..go baring2 first while waiting for my mum to b back home safely from my cousin's house..(go there nvr ask me go along..long time nvr meet them..)

2007-05-09T16:14:00.001+08:00

exam's going to be over soon!!!left with two more papers and that's the end for 3 INTEGRITY!!
the exams were like full of confusion sehh...firstly in the morning i remembered EVERYTHING but then suddenly, when i open up the paper...OMG!!i forgot everything..but lucky me..the maths paper 1 and physics were easy just now...my a-maths paper..don't ask...everyone were stress to answer all those questions, thinking of giving up..but we cannot give up cause the invigilator wont let us get out of the examination room...
i just wish...if i had one wish...can i wish for....
DOING THE EXAMS OVER AGAIN??the papers were hard (except maths and physics).. can let US DO THAT??
i want to go do again and study harder for that paper especially hist and a-maths...haizz...

2007-04-29T12:54:00.000+08:00

thx to you people for all your support and having faith in us gamelan sri cemara..due to all of ur support, we won a GOLD award!!the trouble we make, the tears we shed, the fight we got are all WORTH IT!!all our effort paid off at last and we also managed to beat SIGLAP SEC!!woohoo!!
cheers to us all Sri Cemara!! our practices were full of bitter and sweet moments together.. now all of us members have understand the meaning of friendship and we cherished all those moments together..
i missed those practices we had before SYF..now we have to pass those moments to the junior batch, hoping they could also achieve a gold award in two years' time..or mayb A GOLD WITH HONORS..go guys!!keep going on strong!!
:)
3 cheers!!

2007-04-25T20:51:00.000+08:00

syf tomorrow!!!wish us gamelan Sri Cemara(evg in javanese) all the best...
tmr is the day where evryone of us will be wearing our red and white costume...like national flag huh..lolx..all of us gamelan members did agree that it is like our national flag..it's quite boring,though...we will be wearing the same old costume again...last two years the senior batch wore that...this year we will be wearing them again...haizz....well, our fate...
this time round, not only did we wear same costume...in addition to make us look more lively and attractive...we have to put on javanese style make up..and of course, we will be princesses for the day..haha...duhh...we will be wearing tiara...just a small one will do..i sure wont look pretty already...
but it's ok...im eager to get gold with honors..siglap sec,over our dead body to get that...we will try to grab that from u guys!!!hmph.

WISH US LUCK!!!<333

2007-04-16T21:01:00.000+08:00

SYF COMING IN 10 DAYS!!
WISH US GAMELAN MEMBERS LUCK SO THAT WE CAN BRING BACK A GOLD WITH HONORS!!N WE CAN MAKE OUR SCHOOL PROUD...
SAVE THE LAST FOR THE BEST!!
:)

2007-04-07T20:58:00.000+08:00

haizzz....gamelan syf coming and im more scared...and long time i nvr go rcy..i miss alot of training just because of syf...left with a few of practice then can go rcy back...sry guys!!i want to come but im just busy with preparing for syf....
okaeokae back to gamelan...my skills at playing my instrument is okay already..im becoming an expert(!!!) already... can now play difficult notes given to me...huahaha...but i just scared that syf i cant play well...haiz haiz haizz...wish me luck guys...
just now i have gamelan practice...i knw it's kinda annoying coz evrytime almost everyday when ppl ask why am i so busy, the ans:gamelan..to us all including me, annoying...but i just cant help it..i need to attend if not...call parents(again)...
now im just tired...tired...tired of my life...sooo busy with stuff and cant relax..
haizz....somebody help me!!!

2007-03-09T17:17:00.000+08:00

when ur guy hold on to your shoulder and keeping near as possible to you,you can feel him saying " if i have a choice i wont let you go.." when he hold on to your waist,you can feel him saying "i love you till my last breath...nothing will bring us apart unless death.." when he holds your hands, he is saying "i will always be by your side.."
haha...that's sweet...i learned it through my friends who know all that love stuffs..hehex..
ok stop it...today i went to bishan park for cross country..the place there was great...and the path was quite big..it's stretchy niway so there were many casualties injured...so the first aiders had lots of jobs to do for that day..carry casualties to main base...treat them...haizz...that's tiring for sure..pity to those who had back pain...
so after the whole run finished,went home with the g club old ppl...nadhirah injured so i decided to tag along with them...and of course because i don't want to feel left out by rcy ppl AGAIN so i went with them...before we went home,we went to cwp mac to eat..it's fun going with them...got no regrets at all..
after eating, we walked around cwp making noises at metro..being childish..ahakz...just great to be a KID...lolx...im being lame here excuse me...haha...
not much lah for today...but it's a fun day though...

2007-03-03T20:21:00.000+08:00

just got back from pasir ris park..tired but feeling just great...cause we had great fun camwhoring around..haha...it's just great..before going to pasir ris park,we went to NDP training..sooo damn tiring...all 6 of us were scared we will b the reserves..but when they say we are conditionally in the squad,we just could not believe it..our faces were like "ouhk" faces.. cause we were tired...during the training right,we always kept on saying "so slow to 12..."ahakz...i can still remember..
then after the training,we went to pasir ris park to meet shu qing for the outing during orientation camp...after the meeting,we quickly went to the "playing area" to have some fun...we then go to the beach there to look at the scenery across the sea..so nice..thought of going there again with kimberly..
huahuahua...

2007-02-27T18:14:00.000+08:00

sorry...long time i never update my blog..just so busy with CCAs and studies..now,im having my CT week...today is my second last paper..whoots!!tomorrow will be HMT very last paper which is HMT..luckily i never take DnT..if not i also have to study..haha...so good luck to those sec 3 EVGians who take DnT!!:)
have i told you about my footdrill comp??:)wahaha...it's just went really really really great!!
guess what?EVGRCY won NORTH DISTRICT CHAMPION,BEST COMMANDER(congratz ma'am) and TOP 8 IN NATIONAL..actually we are the second in national but since this school beat us by 0.4% we got in the fifth position..can you believe it?!?0.4 sehh...another 0.6 we got third!!oh my!!never mind..it's just our luck that we don't get the placing..niwae,great job VICTORIOUS!! IM REALLY PROUD OF YOU GUYS!!!MUAHS!!:)
talking about red cross,i and dewi went to footdrill gold workshop last three saturdays(10.02.07)..then on last saturday(24.02.07) we have this accreditation(test)...it was tough though since we got to do all those slow marching syllabus and commandings,...in the accred,we forgot almost everything before the test...the theory was easy but the practical, complicated..under th hot sun somemore...we were scared we would fail the test and take the test again on 10.03.07 which is on our talentime audition..but instead of all the fears,we passed!!phew!we really were scared cause we are represnting EVG..we don't want ppl to think EVGRCY are not good in footdrill but won the comp..
it's our luck to really pss the test...and now im scared i will fail my CT..ohmygosh..

2007-01-03T13:46:00.000+08:00

BE YOURSELF DAY 2007 .310807.3 INTEGRITY '07.RAWKS my SOCKS.
haha..helloh.yesterday was what day??
it's not friday larhhs..it's TEACHERS' DAY!!haha..lamecrap..a teachers' day celebration and a be yourself day for evergreen..the whole school dressed up except for some creepy LOWER SEC who hated their theme..yahh..each level was given their own theme and as a class, we have to decide on what costume to wear..this is each level's theme:...
sec 1:traditional clothes..boooring
sec 2:sports..haaah
sec 3:occupaation..YEAH!!
sec 4:past history of singapore..lol..
that's why most of the LOWER SEC never wear their costumes..theirs are ever soo boring..
sec 3s are the most awesome bunch of all..OCCUPATION..got that..but among all, the next class 3 commitment has the best dress ever..i really admire them all..the whole of sec 3 express wore black and white..but we have not the same occupation though..this is what the each of sec 3s class theme:
aspire:mime
achieve:magician
respect:pilot and air stewardess
INTEGRITY:waiter and waitresses
commitment:mafia
dynamic:office worlers
thinking:looks like freelance
caring:actor and actresses
character:free thinking
haah..it's wonderful..
at 0645, met up with dewi at the school bus stop to get ourselves change to our costumes..then went up to 2nd storey girls' toilet..go into the staffs' toilet*shhush*..get ourselves changed..wore some makeups..after we've done we lokked at each other and guess what..we are like IDENTICAL TWINS SIAA..we totally have everything all the same.. *neveroncethoughtofhavingsamethings*
after that around 0710, wardah,rhahteena and era came in..they put on make up bun up their hair..we took pictures in the toilet..around 0730 we go down to the parade square..we joined with 3 respect since our costumes and everyhing looked almost the same..so then we came down and all the rest were looking at our direction..like haaah..sec3s the best among all..black and white..in the 60s shows..haaah..
then at 8 went up to class..no E-MATHS..yay..then in class camwhore with my class mates..even though there's teacher around..IL3INTEGRITY alot..i thought only half the class wore but hey..everyone wore..cool siaa..all look damn cute..pictures will be posted later..then 0915, went up to hall for concert..first up..fashion parade..sec3 winner:3 respect and 3 commitment..3 integrity came in third among the whole sec 3s..yayat and nad looked so guilty for not winning but they are still winners in our hearts larhh seyy..overall winner for best-dressed class is 3 commiment..congratz to them though..mafias..the concert..OMG..damn great..especially my classmates dance group..they are totally AWESOME..but too bad..we cant hear y'all shout "say what" at all..the 5 dynamic band..so sweet..they give flower to rebecca lee..
then 1130, dismissal..my class took picture with our form teacher..and yeah..MRS GOH, U LOOKED GREAT!!mdm ismiralda, WHERE ARE YOU???fun though..
1200 went to library with amira and jazzy..while waiting for ardy to do his friday prayers..took pictures in the toilet..then at 1400 i was supposed to meet abg wan go somewhere..but cancelled cause i want go my primary school..then went to qihua..jazzy, sorry for forcing you go with us even though ur leg hurt alot..but we've no fun without you larrhh..then saw my long-lost pri classmate, jaysheen james aka jj..IMY LARHH SEYY..AND U LOOKED HAWT!!tlaked awhile..
at 1500 went out then hang out under one particular block..saw anton with brenda holding hands..soo sweet though..talked about some PARTICULAR BAD STUFFS..
then 1645 went home..BYD'07 was the most fun time ever..IM3INTEGRITY..i feel most bonded during that day..THANK YOU 3 INTEGRITY FOR MAKING MY DAY..ILY!!

2006-12-25T21:36:00.000+08:00

yesterday just came home from my granfather's house and the trip there was fun..and it's true..i went with my cousin there..actually we know it's flooding there but we just pray that it wont flood there and it' true..it does not flood there but the problem here is that the entry to the kampong flooded..hahas..we got sleepy in the van coz it was like in the middle of the night that we got stucked with the flood..until then,we got our grandfather for help so that we could get in but my cousin thought that we should go back to singapore coz there was no hope to get in..but at last my grandfather got us in from the back..hahas..clever atok..heez..guess what time we got to his house?6 am!!firstly bcoz we were stuck in the flood,next bcoz my grandpa's car was stuck in the big drain..hahas..luckily we got his car out...phew..
we slept until 2 pm then we took our bath then we went out for shopping in the town..i only bought a shirt that's all i think while my sis bought alot of things for her new school..saying that she wanted to have a change in her things..then we got home and watched nana tanjong a cd my mu bought during our shopping..the mivie was funny though then at around 11 we slept..
guess what the next day we thought of going home early but seems that the water supply was cut off bcoz of the flood!!soo we did not have our bath until my mum thought of this waterfall in tangkak the mount ophir place there..hahas..so we without changing our pajamas,we went to the place and shower there..there wernt lots of ppl..we had fun there..we snapped pictures and played in the water..then at around 3 we went to singapore..it was fun though going back to kampong..sorry i summarise this thing coz im in a hurry..
gtg right now..if u wanna know more ask me more kays..bye!

2006-12-17T21:05:00.000+08:00

beret,checked.hairnet,checked.uniform ironed properly,checked.badgesin uniform,checked.socks n polished boots,checked..
hey hello there!!as you can guess tmr i have another training..and it's not a normal training but a tougher one since we have to bring our full u in tip top condition..of course if my u is not in tip top condition,no going to footdrill comp..omg..i badly want to go into the footdrill squad so i better make it to tip top condition..
guess how long i took make my u perfect..yea..1 long hour...huha..at last it looked the same as it was before i ironed it...quite hard u know....
okok..stop it..this coming sunday(22/12) im going to my grandfather's house in malaysia..not sure where it is so next sundae maybe i wont update my blog..i will be back on sunday(24/12) at night..just telling you that i wont be home...hahas..im lame for sure..

2006-12-10T20:02:00.000+08:00

heyy there..just now went to contribute at the Red Cross Project Love..it's actually for the elderlys(correct spelling?) and kids..okok i will explain what did we do there and what I do there..
firstly,my unit(not the whole unit larhh only 12 ppl) were supposed to set up a game booth before 0830..so my unit made this throwing game and we like kecoh trying to figure out how to put nets on top of booth and below it..hahas..u dun understand,try to understand..
at ard 0830 maggie,yong kuang,liyana,illy,dewi and me went to opp side to help out being chaperon..at first the (123456) 6 of us were like "huh?what is chaperons?"thenn after about half an hour when those VIPs come we know the meaning..hahas..all 6 of us are seperated into our own groups and im with the st.magarets gurls..yahh and guess what..we took care of those kids..the rascals..hahas..really those rascals bullied me..
of course..they are those naughty2 rascals coz they are from Beyond School Service...those who run away from home,problems at home all those kinds..but it's quite fun coz they appreciate me alot..they fooled around with me and go around with me..especially this kid named AHMAD ZAKARIA..he is just 7 yrs old and quite active..he ran around and let me chase him..ahakz..
another boy i forgot his name he's manja...everywhere i must be with him..hahas..
so after games,they went to the hall for performance..i then never took care of the anymore but took care of other rascals..these two rascals who were far more rascals than zakaria and that cute boy..they called me this name sta...wat i donnoe..they punched my hands..ouch..that's pain..naughty boys..
after all performance all cadets go help all the VIPS with goodie bags..they got goodie bags and i don't get..soo sad...tsk tsk..hahas..
i felt sad when i have to be seperated from the kids coz they are soo sweet looking..now at home thinking of visiting them...haizz..

2006-12-05T20:57:00.000+08:00

jz came bck frm camp..whoots!the four days three nights which i thought gonna b boring is actually kind of fun..i better summarize what we had on those days coz it was soo long..
on the first day is we had bunk inspection and im the grp ic AND bunk ic...it's kind of tiring coz got to train hard for footdrill accred on the third day...at night we had night trail..the games are fun though...there's the so-called ship game,ice and water in the dark game,cube puzzle game and toilet hunt in the dark with "ghosts" games..
on the second day we had lotsa games but i had muscle cramps bcoz of sum footdrills after those games..the games whch i meant is only one which is called "hunt for senior"..this game is quite fun but lame...really im not lying but please dont tell anyone..we had to hunt for the seniors for their things..we had to do sumting in exchange for their belongings..at night we had evac theory...guess what we all failed..and we got scolded..i actually cried in silence when Daniel sir shouted at us in the middle of the night with the evg track students looking at us from far..
on the third day we had footdrill theory and prac..even though i didn't learn much coz i don't noe wat to learn,i PASSED!!yeah!at night got camfire in the library..no..no fire..ahakz..but it is fantabulous moments..my grp changed to singing "everytime" instead of dancing in the last minutes and we lose bcoz of this special someone..haizz..nvm..
then on the fourth day, we had mcdonalds for breakfast and then bunk inspection(again..)..after the inspection we had area cleaning..my grp and illy's grp were supposed to clean up the outdoor activty place..ard 0900 hrs,we went to ESCAPE THEME PARK!!!that is when it was fun..we were supposed to solve riddles that we were supposed to take the ride..my grp took :wet n wild,pirate ship,the children games:the aeroplane...i forgot summore..but when we got frre and easy time,we took rainbow,haunted house,pirate ship...all those scary rides..whoa..
ahakz..got home very tired and sleepy slpet in the bus..haizz...
ok got to go now...hve fun reading my entry here..sooo long..heez...thinking of bringing my g club members go there too!!!
:)..
yawn..:0..
nytes.

2006-11-30T20:36:00.000+08:00

tomorrow im going to camp..it's a 4 days 3 nights camp...this is my first time having a four-day camp..gonna b a tiring days in school...haizz...but i think it will be fun abit since there is outing..hmm...yeah!i am the group leader and i can caonquer my group!!!whoohoo!!yess!!!
ok gtg..got to settle some problem with the gurls..huha..

2006-11-25T17:34:00.000+08:00

haizz...it's raining heavily again..what a boring day too...today i did not do much things..in the morning,help my mom as usual...then in the afternoon,go out to "repair" my mp3..then got home stuck to the comp here...nothing much in here though..check out friendster,played games and update blog...anyway,sorry long time did not update..buzy doing my own work for camp this coming december holidays..im the leader of the group and im responsible for everything..haizz...
everthing i need to do except for the group flag..haizz..damn it...

2006-11-13T16:57:00.000+08:00

heyy..long time i did not update...i am so so so busy with trainings and practises that i dont have the time to update...haizz...today, i and my 4 gurlfrens went back to school to check on our class...i am soo sad right now...why must i be in the same class as fariani and the gurls whom i hate??why i must be seperated from my 4 gurlfrens??am i that weak??omg..i dont want to get seperated from all them that i love...haizz...
i want to take pure sci but...i want to take POA but...i want to take hist but...haizz...i cant believe it!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-27T11:58:00.000+08:00

hey everyone..before i start, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR BATIN TO ALL MUSLIMS!!!hehex..on wednesday, my sec 2 red cross members went on an adventure to bukit timah nature reserve..it's fun and tiring at the same time..we got to meet pupils from Queenstown Sec..i remember these girls i met;vanessa and karla...they are quite friendly..but...liyana and me are more friendlier..ahaha...
the trip going up the summit took abt an hour..first it was easy then difficult then more difficult..haizz...halfway up already pant..what more going up to the summit taking more than 500 steps..imagine lah...no eating for one whole and stuck there for abt 2 hours...ishh..so sad..nvm...
haaa...that's all i think...so tired right now..later want to go out and raya..buboitz everyone take care..and those finish school already happy holidays!!!

2006-09-17T16:16:00.000+08:00

today today today..well nothing to do..got to type out notes for history project which was due last friday..my group handed up late as we were not told about the notes that we need to do..argghh...damn our marks are deducted 10%...that precious marks!!if it was not deducted we can get an a1 for our EOY!!ouh damn...
nvm forget it..on friday as usual rcy..that day also i got a letter from zaim...yea..the content is sooo sweet!!kays forget abt it..after scholl straightaway go back home as quickly as possible to go change into mufti and meet zaim and hafiz under my block at 1..i was only supposed to meet zaim but hafiz also wanted to meet me thinking rahmah was with me..hahax..
so i didn't get the chance to ehem with zaim...so as usual around 1330 zaim sent me to school..it was raining and i had my umbrella..i shared the umbrella with him..and he was so gentleman!!luv him!!he hold the umbrella for me and held me at my shoulder so that i won't get in the rain!!sooo sweet!!i hope the thing like this will happen again!!ahahaha...
so today i miss him alot..since both our parents know about our special relationship,i guess we cannot hide anything from them anymore...now what?!?!

2006-09-10T20:46:00.000+08:00

it's the end of september holiday today...tomorrow school as usual...there are lotsa homework and im not sure if i have done all of it...well it's ok if i never finish it..in school as usual will get my "source" from my friends..err..i mean i will copy it of course!!haha...ok lame...well today i went to my cousin's engagement ceremony and it was soo crowded like as though it was a wedding ceremony..haha..they do it big2..err...understand it yourself guys..eheh..and some more it was raining heavily...i was soaking wet..haha...nvm about it...btw, over at the ceremony i did not help much...there are lots of lil helpers so i think im no use already over there...huahua..
i sat around in the house eating cakes and noodles under the void deck..looking at cute guys(sori zaim) helping out at the ceremony...
at around three,the rombongan from the guy's side came..since the house is small,my family had to wait under the void deck until the ceremony has ended..saw lots of my mother's friends..all around the place has to find them everywhere..haha..
until about 5 pm we went home..phew..
ouh ya...yesterday zaim went to silat competition at johor...wonder if he can win..i prayed soo hard for him..haha..still waiting for his message till today...cant sleep well yesterday coz im worried about him..if he's injured or whatever during his match...haizz...
tke cre yahh zaim while im not around...*muacks*

2006-09-04T20:23:00.000+08:00

well today not much happen...i,nad and rahmah went to the school's comp lab to do our holiday online assignments...it's boring though since the homework needs to finish up and print out..we came to the lab at around 9 and guess what...there are already pupils in there!!i was like "oh my"..the lab opened at 8 and there were already like 20 to 30 pupils waiting..hahax..luckily there were a few more computers not taken..we quickly grabbed a comp and started the assignments as quickly as possible so that we can go home early..but we ended up going home late cause the IT trainer was busy and told us to wait for printing for abt 1/2 hour..so we waited and checked our emails,friendster and go msn...but it's boring..
about half an hour later we got our papers printed and phew!!we could go back...kkays..drop that subject...at around 4,i followed my dad go Johor..got there and it's traffic jam..omg...i was sweating like hell over there...but it's ok at least got home with bubble gums and chickens...heeheez...
and yahh...tommoraw is my special day with zaim...but how can i celebrate it with him?!?i'm busy and he can't...haizz...some more, my handphone was confiscated by my mother..how to message him...oh my..it's my fault..why guys message me at the wrong time...haizz...nvm then..forget it...
zaim hApPy 1-mth AnnivErSaRy!!LuRp U!!heeheez...wHee!!!*muacks*

2006-09-02T14:36:00.000+08:00

heyy...today i am supposed to follow my friends go to compass point to watch roadshow or whatever the thing is..it's the singapore idol thingy...well, i didn't get to go as i don't have money to go there...my mum can't give me money since she's broke too..haha..but i don't really mind coz i don't like this year's batch of competitors..haha...they just don't have the factors to sing..!!maybe im wrong maybe i'm right to say that...well, actually i got nothing to say..just updating my blog later wait people told me to update..boring sehh..cannot go to compass point..i will miss my friends especially nad!!whoosh..she's my sis!!i miss her sehh...
kkays stop it stop it...i aslo miss zaim sehh...cannot get his SMSes already and cannot get to talk to him on the phone..haizz...
well got to go now..ciaoz everyone..tc!!love y'all muacks!!hah..hamtaro outs..heh

2006-09-01T15:13:00.000+08:00

hey there!!sry long time i hve nvr update...lately i'm busy with project works and homework..so,
i am here to update on my current life...now, i noticed everyone in the hse starting to get suspicious of me...i m not sure why..lately i always got a few lectures, naggings and scoldings from both my parents about school, relationships and stuffs..i'm in under lotsa stress and they didn't even notice it..even if they did they just continue their own stuff pretending i'm invisible..haizz...what a life i've got...
i didn't mind anyway...they didn't know why i'm acting wierd this few weeks..i've already thought of it..i wanted to go coucelling(is this spelling correct?)...i got family problem,studying problem,friends problems...lots more...stress sehh...
well guys, if you know me or whatever especially my close friends including those who are reading, please don't try to help solve my problems for me kays...i've already gone bored with my life...i'm sick of my life...i want to DIE!!

2006-08-03T21:21:00.000+08:00

today as usual skool....go skool come bck...but today is boring..after skool, i made an appoinment with Zaim...thinking that i can chat with him fer a while but did not talked at all..he sms-ed me saying dt he hve a problem talking with gerlz...wat onli...haha..then i went back to school to stay fer a while...then me,fariani n ayu went to library...at the bus stop near my skool,suddenly i saw syafiq..omg...i cant believe i met him!!!shit man!!!haizz....miz him damn so much..!!!
k i gtg...ltr tell you more..byez!!!

2006-07-27T20:59:00.000+08:00

haix...todae bad dae larh...haiz...broke up with syafiq a few daes bck...haiz...den todae got NAPFA test...done badly coz got leg pain,hand pain all d pain...haizz...aft dt we stayed bck as it was raining very heavily...den we gerls plus ardy tokked....den said n suhaimi come to us...during the raining,ardy found trouble with us...suddenly he dropped my hp frm fariani's hands...bustard larh!!!omg...my hp sehh...
den gez...i cried in front of suhaimi..hahax...den aft a few mins,i went bck to notice brd area to find my frens...wat i noe ardy go to one corner of my skul n cried..!!!hahax...den said went to so-called pujok him alrh...sissy larh ardy!!!
to cut short the story,fariani n me went bck hme ard 6...with suhaimi n said...i go sent fariani until interchg with suhaimi and said...said went bck hme by bus while i go bck hme with suhaimi...!!omg...ishh...he sent me until my blok...
omg...i cannot believe he wanted to sound me!!!alamak how...i got shafudin(syg...)...!!!nvm...
k gtg...late oreadi larhz...buhbye..cya...

2006-07-19T21:04:00.000+08:00

as usual 2dae got skul....me,nabilah n ardy went to decorate d klas as 2dae d dteline fer d banner n klas decoration...arghhh!!!!im stress!!!but at last we finished it up!!!phew!!yahh...then aft finish i went to lpk with fariani in skul fer 1 hr...we were so damn bored in skul so we decided to go toilet b4 i met ehem..syafiq...at 415 i met syafiq n went to our usual spot to lpk with nad n irwan..den we went to this secret place to u-noe...ishh...saw this creeping andiq n fren....they too follow us there...ishh...nvm abt that...then ard 530 i followed syafiq go to a basketball court wtached his frens played basketball...while he watched i went to nad's house to eat...dt tym my stomach went upset so i went to her house to relieve it...wahh so damn fucking pain!!!then ard 615 i went bck to syafiq n he sent me hme...we hold hands while walking n guess wat?? i saw my dad!!!omg!!!i was lyk omg omg....nvm...then we stopped at a place and decided to split b4 he caught us again...then i went hme alone....:( i actuali felt sad seperating him...haix watto do...my own dad saw us holding hands...!!!but it's ok...wat's past is past....haix...gotta go fer nw...
cya ard!!!ciaoz..gonna watch singapore idol now...
___gothicgurL____ =_=

2006-07-17T21:01:00.000+08:00

heyy dere!!
jz now lyk usual went to school with nadhirah....but went off early to school coz nad wan to hang her klas banner...ya...talking of banner...today is d dteline of our banner...looks lyk my klass gonna lose..!!touchwoodtouchwood!!!it's not dt i hte my klas but...i donnoe...hmm...most of us r stress!!we kept on tinking of wat to do with our klas....we kept on tinking of pirates pirates pirates....but it came out o-k-a-y..yahh...
den later on d aftrnoon, my whole level went to Innova JC...we went there fer...uhh...if im not rong, we were supposed to umm...sori i forgot..heh..but i still remember abt us going there...there r lotsa schools going there...Admiralty Pri,Greenridge Pri,Christ church Sec n there is one more sec shool which i donno the nme...
we went there to celebrate Racial Harmony Day...it was sort of a gme but needs the cooperation n teamwrk...looks lyk fun...yahh...it was kind of interesting though...we tend to mke a kite...yahh... quite fun...
den we played gmes with our student leaders...my student leaders are friendly...yahh... we exchg email..it is great...
then we went bck to school n as usual syafiq picked me up frm school...we spend tym together n he sent me hme...it was sweet of him...dt is y i luv him...
in luv rite nw with him...yahh...gtg...
____gothicgurl____